I was just looking at the blog I have been keeping on our TTGP journey and it has very much depressed me = ( . I had really not realized how long we have been trying. I feel like the things I was writing about during month 1 and month 2 were years ago. I know 9 months isn't that long and it takes most people a year or more, but today it feels like it has been years. I was so niave and hopeful in those first months. I really thought I would be that person who gets KU right away. It is funny to see how scared I was in the beginning. I never thought I would be all consumed by babies and wanting to be pregnant. The thought used to scare the bejezzus out of me to where I thought I never wanted to be pregnant and now that is ALL I want. It doesn't help that I babysat a friends 9 month old little boy last night. My whole entire body ached and it just made it all that much worse. So here's to hoping O comes very soon we time everything just rigth, the stars align and everyone on here that I love gets their BFP very soon.
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Re: Oh My Blog = (
Thanks! We were really excited! He said we need to screw like rabbits now. I told him we already do. Gotta love it! I love your catahoula pup! We have a little girl who is part catahoula. She is a nut = )
Remember: (I need to look at it every day now)
"God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen."
I am soooo sorry girl. I know it's hard, but I am crossing all bodily extremities that this will be your month!!! (((prayers for rxy)))
No problem girl! It helps to let go a little for me anyhow. Big hugs again!
I've been following your updates, and I am hopeful for you!! I think you got great news this week, and I can't even begin to imagine how you feel in your spot, but you have a great attitude and I wish the best for you both.
DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d