I'm so nervous/anxious about the repeat c-section. It is literally consuming my thoughts to the point that I'm having a very hard time being excited. I'm so scared something is going to happen to me and I will leave my sons w/o a mother. I know it's morbid, but I can't help it. I wish I could just focus on the amazing thing that's about to happen to our family!!

I just want Oct 6th to be here so I can get it over with and enjoy my new bundle!
Re: I'm having a hard time getting excited about the baby
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It's a deal!!