Feeling a little hopeless

Court1 · September 2010

I really had a little hope for last cycle. I thought if we'd ever had a chance, our first month on Clomid, the month after the HSG would be it. We timed sex perfectly, just perfectly & it caught me so off guard when AF arrived on Saturday that I've been a depressed mess since then.

I'm trying to pick myself up & put my chin up, but this has really worn me down Crying .

jen629 · September 2010

I am so sorry sweetie:(....{{{HUGS}}}

butterfly843 · September 2010

(((hugs))) so sorry.

SweetieD21 · September 2010

Oh honey, I'm so sorry. I know how much this whole process sucks. Has your dr mentioned doing a post coital test? I had literally no cm on clomid, and the post coital test confirmed that the sperm didn't have anything to swim in, so we moved on to IUI.

Court1 · September 2010

SweetieD21:
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. I know how much this whole process sucks. Has your dr mentioned doing a post coital test? I had literally no cm on clomid, and the post coital test confirmed that the sperm didn't have anything to swim in, so we moved on to IUI.

She hasn't, but I had awesome CM last month. I don't think that's it . I've got 2 more Clomid cycles before I'll move to the RE & I'm sure they'll go straight to IUI.

BabyMimi · September 2010

I felt that way after my last clomid/IUI cycle. I thought for sure that we made a baby. You have to allow yourself to feel disappointed and sad for the moment and then you pick yourself up and get back on the horse for the next cycle.

Sorry babe

KristysRedBarn · September 2010

I'm so sorry hun.

ade2be · September 2010

I'm so sorry. I know where you're coming from, I let my hopes get up each cycle too. IF sucks

ColindaP · September 2010

I'm sorry Court. That feeling sucks.

redstars93 · September 2010

I'm so sorry

BIG {{{hugs}}}

mdm2137 · September 2010

I'm sorry. It's not fair. ((hugs))

Clerk9 · September 2010

I'm so sorry. It SUCKS when you get everything right & it still doesn't work. I was proud of myself this past month just for not drinking myself into an ugly, tear-stained, puking mess.

Hope this next cycle is the one for you guys.

EntropicEpona · September 2010

Oh, Court. Sad

Olive44 · September 2010

(((hugs)))

hbkises · September 2010

I'm sorry hun

babes12 · September 2010

i hate feeling so let down each cycle especially when you know you had perfect timing etc... i wish this process was easier. it doesn't seem fair. ((hugs))

surfergirlkona · September 2010

Huge hugs. The let downs are just so unbearable at times. I am very sorry

jcath · September 2010

I know the feeling - some cycles are harder than others. I'm really sorry.

bbhalphen · September 2010

I'm so sorry. I know all too well how it feels to be hopeless. ((BIG HUGS))

csquared426 · September 2010

I'm so sorry! ((HUGS))

SweetieD21 · September 2010

Court1:

SweetieD21:
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. I know how much this whole process sucks. Has your dr mentioned doing a post coital test? I had literally no cm on clomid, and the post coital test confirmed that the sperm didn't have anything to swim in, so we moved on to IUI.

She hasn't, but I had awesome CM last month. I don't think that's it . I've got 2 more Clomid cycles before I'll move to the RE & I'm sure they'll go straight to IUI.

Are you being monitored? Maybe it's follie size or progesterone?

Court1 · September 2010

SweetieD21:
Court1:

SweetieD21:
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. I know how much this whole process sucks. Has your dr mentioned doing a post coital test? I had literally no cm on clomid, and the post coital test confirmed that the sperm didn't have anything to swim in, so we moved on to IUI.

She hasn't, but I had awesome CM last month. I don't think that's it . I've got 2 more Clomid cycles before I'll move to the RE & I'm sure they'll go straight to IUI.

Are you being monitored? Maybe it's follie size or progesterone?

Progesterone was 26 at 5ish DPO. No U/S's though.