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Pity party.

ondjimaondjima member
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I am such a wreck today. I just keep bursting into tears. Never in my life have I felt like a complete failure, until now. If I was a drinker I would probably go out and get piss drunk.
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  • melissa721melissa721 member
    A lil more info please?


     

    bfp 1 - m/c 1.31.11 @ 10 weeks

    bfp 2 - baby born via c-section on 5.4.12 @ 37 weeks

    bfp 3 - blighted ovum/d&c on 4.13.13 @ 8 weeks

    bfp 4 - 3rd IUI, very late BFN with super low P, c/p

    bfp 5 - natural bfp while on lupron, baby born via RCS on 4.27.15 @ 39 weeks

    bfp 6 - surprise! baby born via RCS on 11.13.16 @ 38 weeks



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  • repenrepen member

    You are not a failure...perfection just takes time Smile Hope you will get your perfect baby soon!

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  • SaucyRedheadSaucyRedhead member
    Against my better judgement: Why do you feel like a failure?
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  • RicolaRicola member

    What's wrong?

    ((hugs)) to you.

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  • ondjimaondjima member
    My friends are beginning to lap me. I never thought we would be on cycle 18 with no end in sight.
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  • DreamChaser246DreamChaser246 member
    *hugs* I'm sorry!
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  • AmberZ2beAmberZ2be
    ((hugs)) You are not a failure.
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  • SaucyRedheadSaucyRedhead member

    imageondjima:
    My friends are beginning to lap me. I never thought we would be on cycle 18 with no end in sight.

    Sorry, that really sucks. I am in a pity party mood today too so I'll join. Party!!!

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  • ondjimaondjima member
    I feel like it would be less work to invent a time machine then go back in time to when life was without this need to have a baby. I keep wondering why they heck I want a pooping, crying bundle of responsibility. It is like I cannot see the logic in this need to procreate. But I also can not get rid of it. Still who wants to join me in making a time machine? I am sure it would be less emotionally draining than the hell that is ttc.
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  • MySweetBabooMySweetBaboo member

    imageondjima:
    I feel like it would be less work to invent a time machine then go back in time to when life was without this need to have a baby. I keep wondering why they heck I want a pooping, crying bundle of responsibility. It is like I cannot see the logic in this need to procreate. But I also can not get rid of it. Still who wants to join me in making a time machine? I am sure it would be less emotionally draining than the hell that is ttc.

    Isn't that the sad truth! Crying

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  • Tulips114Tulips114 member

    imageondjima:
    My friends are beginning to lap me. I never thought we would be on cycle 18 with no end in sight.

    I'm really sorry! ((BIG hugs))

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  • pinay976pinay976

    imageondjima:
    I feel like it would be less work to invent a time machine then go back in time to when life was without this need to have a baby. I keep wondering why they heck I want a pooping, crying bundle of responsibility. It is like I cannot see the logic in this need to procreate. But I also can not get rid of it. Still who wants to join me in making a time machine? I am sure it would be less emotionally draining than the hell that is ttc.

    So very true. I was just thinking this morning, what I would give to go back to the days where my every waking moment wasn't filled with thoughts of getting pregnant.
    Sorry you're having a hard day. {{{HUGS}}}

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  • rxy5309rxy5309 member
    So sorry you are having a yucky Monday! I can't even rember what life was like before TTGP. I would LOVE to help you with the time machine. I would liek to go back and tell myself to stop taking BCP wight after I got married and to start trying much earlier. I would tell my younger self that there was nothing to be scared about being KU (the idea used to freak the shi* out of me to where I never thought I would want to get KU) and now that is all I want. Lots of hugs sent yoru way.
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