TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

The surgery saga drags on...

So still no AF, she has packed her bags and gone to ruin someone else's BFP dreams.  That means of course no surgery Monday.  My RE told me he thinks I will eventually (eventually, WTF) start on my own.  And when I do I get to start BCP until they can fit me in for surgery.  When he looked at his schedule today he said it would probably be the end of October, beginning of November before he could fit me in.  I freaked out, that means probably not starting injectibles til Jan, which means no chance of a BFP this year.  This whole freakin rest of the year is a bust. 

After I took a xanax and called me BFF to schedule an emergency girls night I am feeling a little better.  I am trying to have faith and know that there is a plan that is completely out of my hands.  And since I have additional time before the surgery I am going to focus on getting myself healthier, eating better, cutting the caffeine out completely, exercising and just trying to be a better me.  I gave myself a good pep talk and my BFF told me I needed to come visit that I sounded like I was going to lose it, so I am psyched for our girls night tomorrow night.  Pedicures, steaks on the grill, chilling by the pool, lots of wine, gossip and wedding planning for her big day.  Thank God for good friends.

Married 8/23/09 Dx: Endometriosis mc 2003, mc 2005, mc Oct. 2009 and ectopic pg Feb. 2010 Baby Girl Gracie Mae born 5 weeks early on 7/6/11. Baby boy JT born full term on 7/5/12. We are blessed!

Re: The surgery saga drags on...

  • Sorry af still hasn't arrived. Sounds like you have a good friend and glad you are going out tomorrow night.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • I'm so sorry.  I hope you have a great time tomorrow night, she sounds like an awesome friend.
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    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
  • FFS!!!

    I'm sorry that AF screwed things up for you.  But it sounds like you have some awesome friends IRL.  Have a blast tomorrow! 

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  • I am so sorry you are going through this!  Thank goodness for good friends.  (((hugs)))
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  • Darn you, AF!!!  I'm sorry your surgery is getting messed up.  Sounds like you will have some good therapy tomorrow night!
  • How frustrating.  I'm so sorry.  I hope your Girl's Night can help you forget for a little while.  {{HUGS}}
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  • I'm sorry AF hasn't come. That is frustrating.

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm sorry, she is an evil Beotch anywhere she is or isn't she is still evil. Thank goodness you have an amazing friend.
  • I'm sorry about all the drama, but glad you've got a good friend to help you through!  Sounds like a fun night!!
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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