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This is the part I hate the most....

thebeadingladythebeadinglady
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I've test for the last three mornings and all have been BFN. today is 13/12 dpiui so it is pretty much over. I hate knowing it is over and i am not going to be PG any time soon but I have to continue the prometrium and PIO for three more days. It's like a little reminder four times a day  "you are doing this for nothing..." I hate knowing that for the next 6 months to a year I will have no hope. I will just be back on my crazy workout/diet schedule that I took a break from for my cycle. I just hate this so much.  
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  • inlove731inlove731
    I understand your feelings, but keep up the meds...you never know!  Didn't SallyS have a BFN  when she POAS and then got a positive beta?  I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!!
    Stopped BCPs December 2008 TTC since June 2009 6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles Dx Annovulatory due to PCOS January 2010 DH-perfect 4 unsuccessful IUIs Began Lupron July 7 for first IVF IVF cancelled; overstimulation and coasting lead to huge drop in E2 New testing with an Endocrinologist...perhaps a new diagnosis... So, not PCOS but Hashimoto's Thyroiditis November 2010 After a looong break, started seeing a new RE. Gearing up for IVF 1.2. Beta 1=197!! BabyFruit Ticker image
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  • lmc5004lmc5004
    I am keeping my fingers crossed for you! But at the same time I am so sorry because I hate that feeling too. (((HUGS)))
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  • NicoleeBonsaiNicoleeBonsai member
    you never know - there's a reason your beta is not for another 4 days! i hope you get a surprise BFP at your beta. ((HUGS))
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  • hollymichaelhollymichael
    I'm sorry. ((Hugs))
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  • SLPMelSLPMel member
    I'm sorry =(
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  • redsoxbonoredsoxbono
    I'm sorry {{hugs}}.
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  • ladyprofladyprof member
    I totally agree - this is why DH and I agreed not to freak ourselves out with HPT anymore. There is still some hope left, just a little sliver. Try to hold on to it. :-(
    After 2 losses, IVF #2 brought us our little boys.
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  • Married071709Married071709 member

    That is exactly how I felt. :(  DH got mad at me for POAS and getting down about ti not working but I knew in my heart (and the - pee sticks) that it didn't happen.  

    I so sorry.  I hope you get a suprise BFP! 

    After 4.5 years our miracle IVF baby is here!
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  • Ginger71Ginger71 member
    I'm sorry (hugs) I hate that this is happening to you :(
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  • mm29mm29 member
    You never know.  I will keep my fingers crossed you have a good beta!
    ::: Married June 2003:::
    TTC #1 since: Aug. 2008
    Me: 34, DOR, MTHFR-A1298C (heterozygous), decreased blood flow to uterus, Mild Endo
    DH: 38, Balanced translocation 5&10, unexplained MFI, normal SA and SCSA
    Tx History: IUI 1&2= BFN
    IVF# 1 W/ICSI= BFN
    IVF# 2: cancelled d/t no response
    IVF# 3= 1 egg retrieved=immature/not viable
    IVF# 4= c/p
    ***CCRM ODWU***
    Found DHs BT and Me-decreased blood flow to uterus
    Recommended DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture. Decided to cycle locally
    ***New RE***
    DE IVF# 1(cycle #6) w/pgd, (freeze all): 30R, 23M, 15F, slow/poor embryo development, 4 biopsied, 1 Normal "Norm"; DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture. 
    IVF# 6: (OE/DS) cancelled
    IVF# 7: (OE/DS) 1R, 1M, 1F, arrested day 5
    Plan-DE IVF# 2 (cycle #8): DE/DS in May 2015

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  • Temp935838312504158Temp935838312504158
    It does suck.....everything about it sucks! BUT it is a bit early so please don't give up hope just yet! Will be sending you some "positive" vibes these next few days & hope you get a BFP :) Hugs...
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  • BMWwifeBMWwife
    Hang in there. It does suck. That is why I keep telling myself Ill never POAS again. I hope you get a surprised beta!!
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  • SweetDahliaSweetDahlia
    I'm sorry hon. I would keep on the meds till beta. Hoping for a BFP still for you.
    PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • KuleamaKuleama member
    I'm sorry! I have my fingers crossed for a great beta for you though!!
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  • newsbabynewsbaby
    I am sorry. But I am hoping that its just too early.
    TTC since 8/07 DX - Severe MFI/azoospermia & MTHFR/ TESEs found sperm - 7/08 & 6/09/ 12/08 - IVF#1 - BFN/ 6/09 - IVF #2 - cancelled due to OHSS risk (had retrieval)/ 7/09 - FET #1 - BFN/ 9/09 - FET #2 - BFN/ 11/09 - IVF #3 with new RE cancelled twice - 10/09 & 11/09/ 1/10 - IVF #3 take 3 - BFN/ 4/10 - IVF #4 - first ever BFP on 5/13/10!!! 108 @ 10dp3dt/ 2nd beta 311!/ sono on 5/28/10 said TWINS!!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
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  • etoyamaetoyama member
    ((hugs)) I am sorry that you are in this hellish in-between place. Please try to remember that it is still possible to get a positive beta! I have everything crossed for you!!
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  • roselln2roselln2
    I'm sorry, sweetie, but I'm holding out hope for a nice surprise BFP for you!
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  • wewannababywewannababy
    I'm so sorry!  Lots of hope that you still get your BFP and it's just a little early!  HUGS!!
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  • Mandy_Lou83Mandy_Lou83 member
    So sorry, keeping my fingers crossed for you.
    After 3 years of infertility we were blessed with twin girls through private infant adoption.
    Forever our's October 17th 2012
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  • albjagalbjag member

    *Hugs*

    I'm holding out hope until your beta.  You never know....

     

    Surprise BFP after 5 yrs of TTC
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  • kelfeenkelfeen

    I am 12dpiui too today. also with 3 BFN in a row.

    i am heartbroken as well.Crying

    TTC#2: septum removed, 2 losses, Stage 2 Endo, thin lining, slight MFI
    iui #5 2/7 + 2/8 = BFP!! 11 dpiui
    Beta #1 2/18 11dpiui= 46, Beta #2 13dpiui 150, Beta #3 16dpiui 584!!
    u/s revealed triplets! Baby B 3rd loss 8w2d. Twins! EDD 10/31/11 * c/s scheduled 10/12/11 My NEW BLOG Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • ej708ej708 member
    I'm sorry, and would totally agree that it's probably the worst part of the cycle.  Having said that, I'm still hoping you get a wonderful surprise at your beta!!
    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife

    ::hugs::

    I am so sorry.

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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  • njohnson1972njohnson1972 member

    I am so sorry. 

    (((hugs)))

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