After almost 3 weeks of fighting, Thia passed in my arms this morning. She has gone to be with her sister. This has been so much harder, since I got to hold her and change her and bathe her. I got to love on her for 3 weeks! Now all I have left is a box of stuff from the hospital, a c-section scar, engorged boobs and a hole in my heart. I don't understand why any of this happened to me. She was doing great last night when I saw her, and then at 330 this morning I get a call that says I should get to the nicu now, she's not doing too well. Why does it have to be me? This year has been insanity, and it just got worse.                 
                
  
  

Mother to Gavin, born September 11, 2007, and Magdalena, born March 21, 2009, Angel Baby MC February 13, 2010, Cynthia, born August 28, 2010 and gone September 17, 2010, Gabriella, born and gone August 28, 2010, and Abigayle, born March 12, 2012
              
        
Re: Im here again
I am crying for you as I type this....God has plans for us that we may never be able to understand or explain. Please take comfort in the fact that she is now in a happy place, a place where she can look down on her parents and know how much she and her sister are loved.
I can't even imagine the pain you are going through. My thoughts are prayers are with you.
I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby girls. I have been praying for Thia to pull through ever since you first posted your story. I will continue to pray for you & your family at this difficult time. Again, I am so, so sorry for your losses.
{{{Huge Hugs}}}
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OMG honey. I am so so sorry. My heart just sank as I read your post. It's so not fair. What a fighter your Thia was.