Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Im here again

After almost 3 weeks of fighting, Thia passed in my arms this morning. She has gone to be with her sister. This has been so much harder, since I got to hold her and change her and bathe her. I got to love on her for 3 weeks! Now all I have left is a box of stuff from the hospital, a c-section scar, engorged boobs and a hole in my heart. I don't understand why any of this happened to me. She was doing great last night when I saw her, and then at 330 this morning I get a call that says I should get to the nicu now, she's not doing too well. Why does it have to be me? This year has been insanity, and it just got worse.
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  • Oh honey, I am so very sorry for your heartbreaking losses.  I wish I could offer more than hugs, but I know that it won't bring your girls back.  =( 
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  • I am crying for you as I type this....God has plans for us that we may never be able to understand or explain.  Please take comfort in the fact that she is now in a happy place, a place where she can look down on her parents and know how much she and her sister are loved. 

    I can't even imagine the pain you are going through.  My thoughts are prayers are with you.

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  • I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss.  The pain of losing a baby is tremendous but I can't imagine how hard it is when you actually got to spend three blissful weeks with her.  I'm so so sorry.
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  • I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby girls. I have been praying for Thia to pull through ever since you first posted your story. I will continue to pray for you & your family at this difficult time. Again, I am so, so sorry for your losses.

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  • I am so sorry for your losses.  I don't understand why these things happen and to me it will never make any sense.  I am angry and sad for both of your losses and hope that in the days to come you and your family will find some measure of peace and comfort with one another.

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  • Oh no...I'm so so sorry to hear about little Thia. Very very sorry that you had to lose her, too.
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  • OMG honey. I am so so sorry. My heart just sank as I read your post. It's so not fair. What a fighter your Thia was.  

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  • I am so very sorry about your losses. It absolutely breaks my heart, and I can't possible imagine what you are going through. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
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  • There are no words for your loss. I am so, so sorry. I hope you have lots of people to hug you and take care of you.
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  • My heart is broken for you. Thia fought for so long. I am so sorry for this happening to you, again. Your beautiful baby girls are together in God's loving arms until you can hold them again. 
  • I'm so very very sorry that you've been handed another loss.  Your little ladies were taken from you far too soon.  How very sad.
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