TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

So, I'm Definitely KTFU. Or I'm Definitely PMSing.

Having to pee in the middle of the night for the past few nights = definitely KTFU.

Face breaking out = definitely PMSing.

Mild bewb tenderness (maybe) = definitely KTFU.

Lower backaches = definitely PMSing.

What's that weird feeling in my lower abdomen? = definitely KTFU. 

What's that weird feeling in my lower abdomen? = definitely PMSing.

What's that weird feeling in my lower abdomen? = definitely something I ate last night.

Ugh.  I could go on.  But I'll spare you.  Because I know you can all add to this list, too.  So, my latest idea is to POAS Saturday (12dpo) since DH has the whole day off, instead of Sunday when he has to go to work for awhile.  (The sticks come in packs of 2, so there's always a repeat option, right?)  But I know I'm going to be doing this to myself the entire time!  Sorry if this is routine for most of you, but with my Oing so out-of-whack, this is only my 2nd 2ww with a chance since the m/c.  And I'm totally acting like a newb.  ;)  

Thanks for listening, ladies, & I hope you all have a good day! 

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Re: So, I'm Definitely KTFU. Or I'm Definitely PMSing.

  • Uh, you show more strength than I do. I'd be pissing on things right now.
    Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
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  • Carrie, you're too kind.  But it's not so much strength as I don't want to get a BFN & be here all day by myself (okay, with the cats) feeling pitiful.  I've set myself up for a BIG letdown if this cycle's a bust (trying to think positively is my new thing, but I know it has its risks!).  Of course, I'm also terrible with impulse control, so who knows what'll happen tomorrow morning?  ;)  
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    Uh, you show more strength than I do. I'd be pissing on things right now.
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  • this is how i act every cycle so i don't think it's a newb thing.  LOL! 

    fingers crossed for you!  at least one of us have to get a bfp, right??  GL!

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • Thank you, ladies!

    I think the fact that my FMU is gone is enough to keep me in check for today.  But we'll see about tomorrow.  ;)  Still going to try for Saturday.

    Babes, I'm sorry that you're not still going through this with me!  But I'll try to get a BFP for the "team".  ;)

    Ugh.  If only I wasn't sitting here just waiting on the DirecTV guys to show up (if they don't screw me over again this time) & thinking about it!    

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    Thank you, ladies!

    I think the fact that my FMU is gone is enough to keep me in check for today.  But we'll see about tomorrow.  ;)  Still going to try for Saturday.

    Babes, I'm sorry that you're not still going through this with me!  But I'll try to get a BFP for the "team".  ;)

    Ugh.  If only I wasn't sitting here just waiting on the DirecTV guys to show up (if they don't screw me over again this time) & thinking about it!    

    yah, i suck.  i wish i was still going through the 2ww w/ you.  i'll be checking stalking you on sat.  LOL! 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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    Carrie, you're too kind.  But it's not so much strength as I don't want to get a BFN & be here all day by myself (okay, with the cats) feeling pitiful.  I've set myself up for a BIG letdown if this cycle's a bust (trying to think positively is my new thing, but I know it has its risks!).  Of course, I'm also terrible with impulse control, so who knows what'll happen tomorrow morning?  ;)  

    I'm trying to be positive this cycle as well....I was feeling rather hopeless lately!

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    I'm trying to be positive this cycle as well....I was feeling rather hopeless lately!

    Okay, this is going to sound nuts, but around CD14 my temp spiked but went back down again.  And my first thought was, "crap, here we go again without Oing".  But as I was laying in bed that night, I thought of those "TLC studies" they've done on pregnant women that show how drastically the m/c rate is reduced with just medical support/attention early on.  And I decided to do my own TLC, with the mantra:  "I WILL ovulate.  And I WILL get pregnant.  And I WILL deliver a healthy, happy, full-term baby."  

    Like I said, BIG setup for a letdown.  But the morning after I started this, my temp went up & has stayed up!  So, no matter what else happens, at least I Oed on time this month.  Which is a BIG step in the right direction.  I'm hoping it helps get you moving in the right direction, too!

    And, babes, do NOT be so hard on yourself!!!  And I am still cheering for you...just a month early.  ;)   

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