AAAAAHHHHH, talk me off my cliff

Paulsaggiebride · September 2010

Ladies, help me out. So I am supposed to put one frozen embryo in this Friday. I had a day of spotting on Monday with a little cramping, but since then I have been fine. I am on estrodil and the progesterone suppositories. It only last one day and wasn't even like a lot of spotting. My IVF nurse said that that could be caused by the applicator just aggravating things. She acting as if it wasn't THAT big of a deal. She did tell me to come in on Thursday at 4:30 to check my lining, just to make sure I was still ready for Friday. Cool. She just called me and said she ran into my specialist and he wants to cancel the cycle. He said that even if my lining looks great tomorrow, he is concerned that that one day of spotting might signify problems that might happen after they do the transfer. He doesn't want to waste an egg. It all makes sense, it does. It still makes me SO SO SO MAD. Sometimes I just don't think they realize how "Wait another cycle" sounds like 15 years to someone who has been trying to get pregnant for 3. So annoyed.