Apparently women who have received the H1N1 vaccine have shown a higher chance of miscarrying then women who did not get the vaccine. Thank you Army for making it mandatory for me to get this vaccine THREE TIMES within the past year.
I'm sure this isn't the cause of MY miscarriage, but I will never know what the reason for it was. Right now everything that I find on miscarriages that pisses me off, is making the grieving better. Instead of crying over it I just want to go and yell at people. Part of this is feeling guilty, it was MY baby inside MY body, and I was supposed to be it's safe place but she is gone.
I think that YES the Military should be able to make mandatory vaccinations for soldiers who are prepping for deployment. But why is it mandatory for National Guard members trying to start families, when the risks for half these vaccines haven't been studied. It doesn't make sense to me.