Have you ever done something baby related even though you're not pregnant and you really shouldn't be getting your hopes up that you will be soon?
I bought a beginner's quilting kit the other day with fabric and everything... you know... just in case I ever need it for a nursery.... I justified it because a friend of mine is pregnant, but I secretly have no intention of making it for her.
Is this deranged?
TTC #1 Off of HBC December 09 Dx PCOS, no ovulation, HSG + SIS normal 9/4: 100 mg clomid + ovidrel trigger: BFN 10/15: Gonal-f (75 IU, 112.5 IU, 150 IU) + ovidrel trigger + IUI: BFN 11/15: Gonal-f (112.5 IU) + ovidrel trigger + IUI: BFN 12/17: Gonal-f (112.5 IU, 150 IU): cycle canceled due to no response IVF #1: 1/18 start BCP, 2/1 start Lupron, 2/10 start stimming, 2/20 ER, 2/15 ET, 3/6 beta 1: 216, 3/8 beta 2: 420 *saifw*
Re: Have you ever?
About 10 months after we started trying, I saw the cutest baby hat and bought it. I hid it in my car (where it stayed for two more years). I would take it out every once in a while to look at it then feel sad and put it back in the car trunk.
TTC #2, Operative hysteroscopy March 2011; IVF #1 long lupron protocol April 2011-cancelled due to poor response; IVF #2 flare protocol May 2011=hospitalization due to abdominal hemorrhage during ER and no fert due to MFI issues. Moving onto international adoption from Moldova January 2013!
Every tuesday I go to the local goodwill and buy cute maternity clothes. I go home, wash them, fold them and put them in a box...
It makes me sad, but I can't stop.
I did the same thing with an "I love my daddy" bib. H never knew I had it until one day we were unpacking groceries and he found it. I forgot it was in there.
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I'm a little superstitious, and DH keeps telling me to buy WTWYE, and I just can't.