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today would have been my 1st baby appt

krissymackrissymac member
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So it was kind of a rough day, couldn't concentrate well at work and screwed some things up, couldn't get a hold of DH all day for any support (I should have snuck on The Bump for a few minutes!!) and had angry thoughts today. I think it's ok to have angry thoughts every once in awhile and it's probably healthy (why did this happen to me?? I'm way healthier than my SIL who just had a perfectly normal pregnancy). I would say 90% of the time I am doing very well and feeling very positive about TTC again as soon as I get the green light.

Then I have these friends who are wives of my DH's 2 best friends - I just can't get close to them, they do not feel like my support system and I don't even want to tell them about my m/c and they keep bugging me to get together this week. I just don't want to!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling better now that DH is home from work and we went for a long walk. Thinking about cracking open a bottle of wine too :)

Have a good night, ladies. Thanks for letting me vent.

BFP 7/31/10 m/c 8/16/10
BFP 10/25/10 Brynn Helen born 7/7/11
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Re: today would have been my 1st baby appt

  • Laurakat81Laurakat81 member
    I'm sorry you had a rough day. But just know you don't have to get together with friends until you are ready to. I haven't gone out with anyone but my husband in weeks. I simply don't have the energy to smile and pretend I'm okay. I hope tomorrow is better.

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