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Feb Love Bug Check In

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How is everyone doing?
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Re: Feb Love Bug Check In

  • erinlovesdaviderinlovesdavid member

    I was just thinking about you ladies today!  It's been a while since I've seen a check in, and I was thinking about starting one tomorrow morning!

    I am pretty much a mess right now.  If you look at my chart (and the last few threads I have started), you will see what I mean.  Temps all over the place, bleeding randomly in weird amounts, etc.  I just don't know what my body is doing, and it scares me.  I know that I just need to give my body time to regulate itself, but I am just freaked out that I will never go back to normal.

    Besides that, I have gained about 7 lbs since my BFP (3 during my pregnancy and 4 since the m/c).  I feel so flabby and disgusting, but am having a hard time mustering up the will power to lose it before we TTCAL.

    Also, I just found out that my brother and his wife are expecting a baby in March.

    All in all, I am feeling pretty sorry for myself about now.  Sorry for the pity party.

    How is everyone else doing?

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  • dizzycooksdizzycooks member

    I just posted about going back to work being hard...it sucked.  I had a stronger reaction than I was expecting.

    We are back TTC and I have scheduled a doc. appt for a few weeks from now.  That took a lot of effort both emotionally (admitting we might need help) and physically (needed to find a new doctor).

     We got a great deal in the mail for a European cruise next June and I am looking at it going, "Should we sign up or will I be pregnant"?  I don't know what to do.  I don't want to put everything on hold, but I also doing want to have to cancel something and risk it not being covered under travel insurance.

    Suffice it to say, we are hanging in there.

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  • cherylanddougcherylanddoug member

    I am so ready for the summer to be over, it's the first time in my life I have said that.  I am excited to go back to work (teaching), but also nervous that someone might not have gotten my untelling message.  I was 5 weeks when I left but I told my closer coworkers because I was not supposed to be coming back this fall due to lay offs. 

    I am working through the pain and getting better.  I've been writing often in my blog which helps.  I got to play with my friends 8 month old today and I loved it. 

    TTC wise I am waiting on my first post MC AF.  I got the good news today that my HCG levels are down. 

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  • PrincessDi80PrincessDi80
    I am in limbo...currently charting my second cycle and curious to see what my body does and esp how long my LP is.  I am looking forward to TTC again (and sex without condoms) in August.  DH and I are doing better emotionally but still not completely healed.  Sometimes we snip at each other, like tonight when DH told me how upset he was that he found out another friend/coworker is due around our "would-have-been-time".  I got on him for prematurely telling his coworkers in June (who obviously knew then that his wife was pregnant but kept it mum) when I was a second pregnant.  I apologized. 
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  • tctibbetctibbe member

    I'm late to the party, but wanted to just check in and say hello.  It sucks that any of us are here....that is how I'm feeling right about now.

    I'm doing well overall, looking forward to TTC again in November (which seems like it is YEARS away from now).  We'll start that cycle with Clomid for sure and maybe IUI.  DH hasn't made up his mind on whether or not he is okay with IUI just yet (even for free....).

    Emotionally I'm doing pretty good.  I did a big bike ride and thought about the baby a lot.  I prayed a lot.  (It was a 4 hour ride).  I just have to keep remembering it wasn't our time.  Hopefully we will get a chance to take the next one home.

    BIG HUGS to you all.

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