TTC After a Loss

I just visited the preemie board..DD mentioned

I posted before and after pics of DD and I just cry......sorry had to post

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Re: I just visited the preemie board..DD mentioned

  • I hardly ever look at his NICU pics anymore. I flash back to my fears and seeing him in the isolette. 
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  • Hey Girl~

    I know I am sooo afraid going through that experience again. High Risk here I come.....hopefully soon

    How you doing?

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  • I'm good. I'm in a down phase because I want so badly to be creative, but I'm not talented enough to do it.

    The high risk thing is what keeps me wanting to say no to having another LO. I'm terrified of it. With 3 pregnancies ending in the first tri and one way too early in the 3rd, I don't know if I'll ever get to relax. It's hard enough to think that I wont get to have my MW that I know and love. 

    Now I'll have to see a random person I don't know halfway across the country, be high risk and on meds and shots and who knows what.

    Sometimes I wonder if I can do it. What will that take away from Noah? Will he not like the new LO because of all we had to go through to have them?

    Sorry, lol, that was way too deep! 

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