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Ugh.. anniversary board

ColleenS629ColleenS629 member
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I was always an active participant on my anniversary board but I haven't been on it much since my loss. I try to go over there every once in a while because we have all gotten close, as we've been chatting since before our weddings. There is one very active poster who was also due the same month as me and it upsets me to see her ticker because I was so excited that we were going to be buddies throughout our pregnancies (which is why I have been staying away). Every time I go over there now (like this morning) I see another BFP. I am so happy for those girls but when I see their new tickers it makes me think of how far along I should be and it's like a knife in the heart Sad I miss hanging out over there, but it's so hard.
m/c 7/17/10
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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 Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
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  • LnR70707LnR70707 member
    The majority of my anniversary board was pregnant in about 2.5 seconds, so I stopped hanging out there a looong time ago (not to mention the P&R was gagworthy), but I've had to put bumpies on ignore for a while after my loss because we were days apart and the ticker was just too much.


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    2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
    Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14

    I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929

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  • SaraP2010SaraP2010 member
    ((hugs)) 
    BFP #1 04/11/10 ~ dx anencephaly
    BFP #2 08/30/10 - DD born 5/18/11 - my little NAIT baby
    BFP #3 03/20/14 - chemical PG
    BFP #4 04/17/14 DS due in December! Currently being treated for NAIT Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker BabyFruitTicker
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  • EricaK28EricaK28 member
    I am sorry hugs.
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  • ColleenS629ColleenS629 member
    The worst part is that it's like a little game to title your post something sneaky so the BFP is a surprise. Today's was "Ironic." So I go into the post thinking I'm going to read about something ironic. It was something ironic, but I was also slapped by a BFP. I feel like such a jerk for even posting about this, because I am really happy for those girls. I just wish I wouldn't have been blindsided.
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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     Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
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  • jamilynn9jamilynn9 member
    Sorry.
    imageBaby Birthday Ticker Ticker Every night I prayed for you. Then when you were in my belly, I prayed harder. Now that you're in my arms, I pray even harder.
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  • a&b=him&mea&b=him&me member

    ((hugs)) we always find ways to torture ourselves. Im the same way with the moms on the September board.

    It's hard.

    Hi, I'm Amanda :)

    Remembering Evelyn and raising Bailey
    Evelyn Born at 24wks 6days on May 22, 2010 due to pre-e Passed away May 25, 2010

    BFP# 2 Delivered 6wks early due to preeclampsia
    Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
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  • TheGregory's07TheGregory's07
    Hugss. 
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  • Kristin&AdamKristin&Adam
    I think that is one of the toughest parts of this for me.  I want to be happy for my friends, but it hurts to see where I'd be with my pregnancy if it had continued successfully.  Hugs to you!
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