I had my D & E 4 days ago for a MMC. I work in a medical office where ob/gyn is located so logically I know these things happen for a reason but it doesn't make the heartbreak any easier. I have not been to work since being told of my MMC but I go back tomorrow and have to watch all those happy pregnant bellies come in for their appts, it is going to be so very hard. I have 2 beautiful little girls who I am very thankful for every day, but how do I go about my day seeing those pregnant bellies and babies, knowing that I will never get to see mine and still put on the strong mom front when I get home for my girls?
#1 Born 10/26/01 - Lindsey Nichole
#2 Born 7/14/05 - Kylie Marie
#3 BFP 6/16/10, u/s 8/17/10 @ 13 wks 1d, measured 7 wks, 5 d D&E 8/19/10
#4 BFP 12/19/10 - CP 12/25/10
#5 BFP 4/25/11 - Please stick Little One!
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Re: Feeling Lost but need to carry on
My heart goes out to you -- I cannot begin to imagine how difficult it would be to go back to work near an ob/gyn office. You are right -- the hurt you feel does not become easier just because you know "these things happen."
You'll be in my thoughts and prayers as you go back to work and put on that strong mom front...even though you don't always have to be strong.
Your day will come!
Adopted our furbaby Kona ~ January 17, 2010
Trying to grow our family ~ June 2010
1st BFP 7.6.10 ~ EDD 3.15.11 ~ mmc 8.6.10 ~ d&c 8.11.10
2nd BFP 11.4.10 ~ EDD 7.15.11 ~ HB 6w3d ~ No HB 7w ~ mmc 12.8.10 ~ d&c 12.9.10
3rd BFP 7.12.11 ~ EDD 3.22.12 ~ HB 6w5d 124 bpm ~ Team Green ~ SHE STUCK!
*~*~*~*EXPECT MIRACLES*~*~*~*
Praying for peace in God's ultimate plan ~ "Be still and know that I am God." -Psalm 46:10
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12