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I am a nervous wreck!

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All I can think about is my beta. I keep trying to decide if I should test tomorrow or Monday morning. I have one digital in the house and it's taunting me. 


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Re: I am a nervous wreck!

  • illinigalillinigal member

    DH convinced me to not POAS early and be patient for my beta.  It was tough, but I think you should do it too.  Of course, I'm really hoping your outcome is opposite of what mine was.  Best of luck!!

    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • ams8099ams8099 member
    imagegeordie314:

    oh you poor thing, do you have anything you can do over the weekend to keep you occupied?

    what did you do in the past did you poas or just wait?

    Our community has a Summer Fest today. We are going to go to that later on. Tomorrow we were going to go to Navy Pier in Chicago to just hang, but the Air & Water show is tomorrow and I don't know if we want to deal that traffic and all.

    My IVF cycle, I tested one day before my beta, BFP, but had a c/p.

    My first FET I tested a day early BFN and it basically ruined my weekend.

     

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  • BBColt78BBColt78 member

    I hate that wait! I didn't sleep and was so nervous. If you do it, wait till the last minute!

    I have a good feeling about this!

    IVF #1- BFP- DD 4/8/2011
    FET #1- 3BB and 3B-B
    Beta #1 (4w0d)- 504
    Beta #2 (4w4d)- 4,577
    Beta #3 (6w0d)- 78,399 HB 115 bpm
    U/S #2 7w0d- HB 155 bpm

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  • ams8099ams8099 member
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    I hate that wait! I didn't sleep and was so nervous. If you do it, wait till the last minute!

    I have a good feeling about this!

    Thanks. I have a good feeling too. That's why I am scared sh!tless! 

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  • BBColt78BBColt78 member
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    imageBBColt78:

    I hate that wait! I didn't sleep and was so nervous. If you do it, wait till the last minute!

    I have a good feeling about this!

    Thanks. I have a good feeling too. That's why I am scared sh!tless! 

    I'm just so nervous and excited for you! I hate that waiting feeling. EEEEEKKKKK!

    Have fun downtown this weekend! It's a hot one!

    IVF #1- BFP- DD 4/8/2011
    FET #1- 3BB and 3B-B
    Beta #1 (4w0d)- 504
    Beta #2 (4w4d)- 4,577
    Beta #3 (6w0d)- 78,399 HB 115 bpm
    U/S #2 7w0d- HB 155 bpm

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  • ams8099ams8099 member
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    I hate that wait! I didn't sleep and was so nervous. If you do it, wait till the last minute!

    I have a good feeling about this!

    Thanks. I have a good feeling too. That's why I am scared sh!tless! 

    I'm just so nervous and excited for you! I hate that waiting feeling. EEEEEKKKKK!

    Have fun downtown this weekend! It's a hot one!

    You are on the GTG list, right? 

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  • gymnst1013gymnst1013 member
    Oh, that is hard!!  I think I would cave and test if I were in your shoes.  And I would probably do it tomorrow.  Can you get yourself out of the house and busy to remove temptation?
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  • ams8099ams8099 member

    imagegymnst1013:
    Oh, that is hard!!  I think I would cave and test if I were in your shoes.  And I would probably do it tomorrow.  Can you get yourself out of the house and busy to remove temptation?

    LOL yeah, we have plans for the day! I just need to get my arse in the shower! 

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  • XXXXX222XXXXX222 member
    Oooh tough call! *hugs* 
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  • gymnst1013gymnst1013 member
    imageams8099:

    imagegymnst1013:
    Oh, that is hard!!  I think I would cave and test if I were in your shoes.  And I would probably do it tomorrow.  Can you get yourself out of the house and busy to remove temptation?

    LOL yeah, we have plans for the day! I just need to get my arse in the shower! 

    Haha - Yeah, I posted before I read the responses :)

    Well you've got today covered!  For tomorrow, mayb etry and pee real quick as soon as you wake up without letting POAS thoughts creep in and then it will be too late?  LOL

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  • rebelina1rebelina1 member

    I would be a nervous wreck too!  I am still trying to decide if I want to test before my beta.  I will be at work when I get the call with the results so I am thinking I want to be prepared for bad news.

    Let us know what you decide! 

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  • Sunflower0908Sunflower0908

    Good luck for your beta! I would try and hold off testing if you can. Easier said than done though!

    Have fun tomorrow and I hope it keeps your mind off it as much as possible.

    TTC #1 since 03/09 Dx Unexplained
    Jan to April 2010 - Clomid - All BFN
    June 2010 - IVF - BFN
    Oct 2010 - FET #1 - BFN
    Dec 2010 - endometrial biopsy
    Jan 2011 - Surprise BFP! - m/c at 6w5d
    March 2011 - FET #2. Thawed 11 Day 1 embryos; 5 'exploded' / possible lab error?
    ET 4/2/11 transferred 1 blast & 1 morula
    Beta#1 10dp5dt =81; Beta#2 12dp5dt =222 Beta#3 16dp5dt =1337
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  • JennyAnne022776JennyAnne022776 member

    I would hold off on testing, but that's just me!

    Keeping absolutely everything crossed for you.  I haven't been posting much but I have been lurking.  I'm absolutely hoping for great things for you!!

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  • mystic_Jmystic_J

    AMS- I would probably wait until the Beta, just because I would want the # itself, just in case it was a c/p. I don't think I would cope well if it was a BFP, only to find out it was not going to stick.

     But, I am wishing on everything that this is your sticky, wonderful BFP!!!!

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  • STL34STL34 member
    What ever you do, I hope this is it for you!  Best of luck!

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    ~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~ 

    Me= 37 and DH = 41 

    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

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  • GinghamGingham member
    I can imagine how nervous you are.  I just want to say good luck and 3 is my lucky number so I will definitely be thinking of you:)
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  • AmberZ2beAmberZ2be
    Everything crossed for you!
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    Love & luck to my 3TC girls. Congrats to Omega-The boys are here!
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    it's that in each life some rain falls but you also get some sun.
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  • imoveritimoverit member
    I'd wait, but that's me.  I hear you on the wait, I have one more week for my test as well.  It's sooooooo hard not to think about it and even scarier (in a good way) to think you may be KU.  Crossing everything that this is it for you!!!!  GL and keep us posted ::on pins and needles for you::
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