I have a project due tonight that will finish out my last summer class. I plan on spending all afternoon working on it at work! I know I am so bad, but I am turning in my notice on Monday so what do I care?!
Yes I have one today...My younger sister is trying to get pregnant too and I will be so happy for her if she gets KU before me but I also want to be first b/c I'm the older one and I just feel like I should be first. (really stupid I know) She actually told me this morning her period is late and she might test so I am preparing myself to hear that she is KU. If she is I just really hope it happens soon for me so we can enjoy being pregnant together.
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I don't have contact with my biological father since I was 12 years old. Lately, I'm thinking more and more about writing him an e-mail to see how he is doing. All I found online was his work e-mail-address, so now I feel like I have to do it soon before he might retire and I don't have a way of contacting him anymore. Still I am scared to do it, because what do I do if he didn't change and is still acting like the biggest a$$hole?
Edited: I guess I am not the first one, typing this out took too long! :-)
This last cycle from my first + OPK, I cut way back on my workouts, you know, "just in case". I know it's not necessary but I did. But now that AF showed, I can get my rear back in gear for some weddings I have coming up. Woo hoo!
My temps stayed so high into this cycle only dipping below last months cover line a few times, AF was wonky, my CM has been extra plentiful, and I'm now on day 17 with no O. I POAS this morning just to make sure. BFN. (which is probably good as I've had some drinks since AF.)
Yes I have one today...My younger sister is trying to get pregnant too and I will be so happy for her if she gets KU before me but I also want to be first b/c I'm the older one and I just feel like I should be first. (really stupid I know) She actually told me this morning her period is late and she might test so I am preparing myself to hear that she is KU. If she is I just really hope it happens soon for me so we can enjoy being pregnant together.
I totally understand this feeling. I am the oldest as well and would feel the same way if one of my younger sisters had a baby before me. As the oldest we are used to doing everything first. That is just the natural order of things and it feels unnatural for it to be otherwise!!
On the other hand. If you get pregnant soon, it would be SO fun to have your experience together!
Most mornings when I'm getting dressed I find myself looking in the mirror and wondering "Could I still wear this shirt when I'm in my second or third trimester?" Complete cart before horse moment almost every morning!
#1. I bought a block of smoked cheddar from the farmers market on Wednesday and there's only the tiniest sliver left today because I've eaten nearly all of it myself.
#2. I've spent the first 3 hours at work googling the effects of alcohol on fertility and the dangers of decaf coffee. I really want a glass of wine tonight, but I think I've sufficiently scared myself sober.
I haven't done sh!t at work all week and I don't care.
I hate August. It feels like the longest month of the year b/c I am DONE with summer and just really want it to be fall already. (But I still am going got lay by the pool all weekend, lol)
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Most mornings when I'm getting dressed I find myself looking in the mirror and wondering "Could I still wear this shirt when I'm in my second or third trimester?" Complete cart before horse moment almost every morning!
Most mornings when I'm getting dressed I find myself looking in the mirror and wondering "Could I still wear this shirt when I'm in my second or third trimester?" Complete cart before horse moment almost every morning!
Most mornings when I'm getting dressed I find myself looking in the mirror and wondering "Could I still wear this shirt when I'm in my second or third trimester?" Complete cart before horse moment almost every morning!
I actually do this when I'm shopping now
I actually own several 'regular" shirts who would be perfect for a pregnancy (empire waist type and goes down to mid-tigh) and I stopped wearing them because I did not want them to be all worned out by the time I actually am pregnant.
Baby #1: m/c at 5 weeks (2011)
Baby #3: missed m/c found at 11.5 weeks (2013)
Baby #4: missed m/c at 10 weeks (2013)
Baby #5: m/c at 6 weeks (2014)
Baby #6: Saw a heartbeat at 7w, baby stopped growing at 7w1d, found at 8w u/s : d&c (2014)
1. I'm not a fan of "TTGP Posting Pet Peeves" posts.
Everyone has pet peeves and things that annoy them. They will differ from person to person. I find posts about pet peeves worse than the posts they are complaining about in the first place (and yes, I realize my post is turning into a 'Posting Pet Peeves' post in itself, lol).
2. I'm done flaming posters (unless it's something really bad). In the 7 or 8 months I've been on this board nothing has changed. The only guarantees in life are death, taxes, drive-by posters, 'am I pregnant posts', and hate posts from formerly flamed newbs.
TTC since August 2009
June/July 2011 - IVF #1 - Transfer cancelled due to OHSS
23 perfect embryos. All 23 made it to freezing!
September/October - FET #1 - October 12th - 2 Grade A embies
October 20th - BFP??! EDD - July 1, 2012
Beta #1 = 154, Beta #2 = 352 Beta #3 = 3,800
U/S #2 - November 14th = 133 bpm! U/S #3 & 4 - November 30th and December 7th = 163 bpm! U/S#5 - January 30th - TEAM PINK!!!
Baby Sweets born on her due date!
1. I'm not a fan of "TTGP Posting Pet Peeves" posts.
Everyone has pet peeves and things that annoy them. They will differ from person to person. I find posts about pet peeves worse than the posts they are complaining about in the first place (and yes, I realize my post is turning into a 'Posting Pet Peeves' post in itself, lol).
2. I'm done flaming posters (unless it's something really bad). In the 7 or 8 months I've been on this board nothing has changed. The only guarantees in life are death, taxes, drive-by posters, 'am I pregnant posts', and hate posts from formerly flamed newbs.
Aaaaaaall of this. I mainly lurk now, but nothing changes when there is such a rotation around here. I used to get worked up about things myself, but looking back, waste of breath/typing if ya ask me
My FFFC- I'm looking forward to going camping just so I can veg out and have some drinks. This has been a stressful few days for me, and I don't want to think about anything related to my daily work/life etc
I also agree with the bolded parts.
Have fun on your mini-vacation, Papps! Enjoy the drinks and have a good time!
1. I'm not a fan of "TTGP Posting Pet Peeves" posts.
Everyone has pet peeves and things that annoy them. They will differ from person to person. I find posts about pet peeves worse than the posts they are complaining about in the first place (and yes, I realize my post is turning into a 'Posting Pet Peeves' post in itself, lol).
2. I'm done flaming posters (unless it's something really bad). In the 7 or 8 months I've been on this board nothing has changed. The only guarantees in life are death, taxes, drive-by posters, 'am I pregnant posts', and hate posts from formerly flamed newbs.
Aaaaaaall of this. I mainly lurk now, but nothing changes when there is such a rotation around here. I used to get worked up about things myself, but looking back, waste of breath/typing if ya ask me
My FFFC- I'm looking forward to going camping just so I can veg out and have some drinks. This has been a stressful few days for me, and I don't want to think about anything related to my daily work/life etc
Me too. I started to feel like I was taking out my IF frustrations on other posters. When I started to notice the flaming getting out of control on the board I realized that I needed to take a step back. Now that we're moving on to an R.E. I think I will make TTTC my 'home board' (although I will still post on TTGP sometimes because I love all the ladies here and I have nothing but the best wishes for them!).
Have fun camping! I hope a few days of vegging and cocktails will help relieve some of the stress for you
TTC since August 2009
June/July 2011 - IVF #1 - Transfer cancelled due to OHSS
23 perfect embryos. All 23 made it to freezing!
September/October - FET #1 - October 12th - 2 Grade A embies
October 20th - BFP??! EDD - July 1, 2012
Beta #1 = 154, Beta #2 = 352 Beta #3 = 3,800
U/S #2 - November 14th = 133 bpm! U/S #3 & 4 - November 30th and December 7th = 163 bpm! U/S#5 - January 30th - TEAM PINK!!!
Baby Sweets born on her due date!
Most mornings when I'm getting dressed I find myself looking in the mirror and wondering "Could I still wear this shirt when I'm in my second or third trimester?" Complete cart before horse moment almost every morning!
I actually do this when I'm shopping now
Me too. I will only let myself buy tops that I can wear for a while--at least to cover up the bloat until I'm ready to tell people at work.
Project at work I am supposed to be working on...its my baby. A marketing sort of project that is right up my alley, but here I sit being non productive :P
I was really upset and depressed this wk and really have no right to be. I just miss my horses, I want to be pg (duh), and I want to advance and have a career. Don't know what to do about that last part. I am torn about where to track my career and what to do as I plan to start on my masters or a second bachelors. So I am frustrated. That is my FFFC Thanks.
I hate "CD1, AF is here, That B*TCH showed up" posts. Yes we all know she sucks...but life goes on. Look forward to a new a day and a new cycle.....
I'm piggybacking this and adding to it to make it my personal flame.... I also don't like the updates about what cycle day someone is in. If people truly cared, they could simply click on their chart. If the post title says anything about CD# I avoid them, but sometimes posters are sneaky and make a creative title to lure you in
Re: FFFC
OK I have one:
I have a project due tonight that will finish out my last summer class. I plan on spending all afternoon working on it at work! I know I am so bad, but I am turning in my notice on Monday so what do I care?!
Okay, I'll go first:
I don't have contact with my biological father since I was 12 years old. Lately, I'm thinking more and more about writing him an e-mail to see how he is doing. All I found online was his work e-mail-address, so now I feel like I have to do it soon before he might retire and I don't have a way of contacting him anymore. Still I am scared to do it, because what do I do if he didn't change and is still acting like the biggest a$$hole?
Edited: I guess I am not the first one, typing this out took too long! :-)
This last cycle from my first + OPK, I cut way back on my workouts, you know, "just in case". I know it's not necessary but I did. But now that AF showed, I can get my rear back in gear for some weddings I have coming up. Woo hoo!
My temps stayed so high into this cycle only dipping below last months cover line a few times, AF was wonky, my CM has been extra plentiful, and I'm now on day 17 with no O. I POAS this morning just to make sure. BFN. (which is probably good as I've had some drinks since AF.)
I totally understand this feeling. I am the oldest as well and would feel the same way if one of my younger sisters had a baby before me. As the oldest we are used to doing everything first. That is just the natural order of things and it feels unnatural for it to be otherwise!!
On the other hand. If you get pregnant soon, it would be SO fun to have your experience together!
#1. I bought a block of smoked cheddar from the farmers market on Wednesday and there's only the tiniest sliver left today because I've eaten nearly all of it myself.
#2. I've spent the first 3 hours at work googling the effects of alcohol on fertility and the dangers of decaf coffee. I really want a glass of wine tonight, but I think I've sufficiently scared myself sober.
I haven't done sh!t at work all week and I don't care.
I hate August. It feels like the longest month of the year b/c I am DONE with summer and just really want it to be fall already. (But I still am going got lay by the pool all weekend, lol)
I actually do this when I'm shopping now
TTC since 2010
lots of IUIs and 1 IVF all BFNs
FET currently on hold
I'm really looking forward to my stepkids going back to their mom's
It sounds bad just to even write that, but I'm convinced they are the reason for this week long panic attack I've been having.
bahaha same! I'm eye rolling myself. a lot.
growing a foosa
I actually own several 'regular" shirts who would be perfect for a pregnancy (empire waist type and goes down to mid-tigh) and I stopped wearing them because I did not want them to be all worned out by the time I actually am pregnant.
1. I'm not a fan of "TTGP Posting Pet Peeves" posts.
Everyone has pet peeves and things that annoy them. They will differ from person to person. I find posts about pet peeves worse than the posts they are complaining about in the first place (and yes, I realize my post is turning into a 'Posting Pet Peeves' post in itself, lol).
2. I'm done flaming posters (unless it's something really bad). In the 7 or 8 months I've been on this board nothing has changed. The only guarantees in life are death, taxes, drive-by posters, 'am I pregnant posts', and hate posts from formerly flamed newbs.
June/July 2011 - IVF #1 - Transfer cancelled due to OHSS
23 perfect embryos. All 23 made it to freezing!
September/October - FET #1 - October 12th - 2 Grade A embies
October 20th - BFP??! EDD - July 1, 2012
Beta #1 = 154, Beta #2 = 352 Beta #3 = 3,800
U/S #2 - November 14th = 133 bpm! U/S #3 & 4 - November 30th and December 7th = 163 bpm! U/S#5 - January 30th - TEAM PINK!!!
Baby Sweets born on her due date!
I also agree with the bolded parts.
Have fun on your mini-vacation, Papps! Enjoy the drinks and have a good time!
Me too. I started to feel like I was taking out my IF frustrations on other posters. When I started to notice the flaming getting out of control on the board I realized that I needed to take a step back. Now that we're moving on to an R.E. I think I will make TTTC my 'home board' (although I will still post on TTGP sometimes because I love all the ladies here and I have nothing but the best wishes for them!).
Have fun camping! I hope a few days of vegging and cocktails will help relieve some of the stress for you
June/July 2011 - IVF #1 - Transfer cancelled due to OHSS
23 perfect embryos. All 23 made it to freezing!
September/October - FET #1 - October 12th - 2 Grade A embies
October 20th - BFP??! EDD - July 1, 2012
Beta #1 = 154, Beta #2 = 352 Beta #3 = 3,800
U/S #2 - November 14th = 133 bpm! U/S #3 & 4 - November 30th and December 7th = 163 bpm! U/S#5 - January 30th - TEAM PINK!!!
Baby Sweets born on her due date!
Me too. I will only let myself buy tops that I can wear for a while--at least to cover up the bloat until I'm ready to tell people at work.
Project at work I am supposed to be working on...its my baby. A marketing sort of project that is right up my alley, but here I sit being non productive :P
I was really upset and depressed this wk and really have no right to be. I just miss my horses, I want to be pg (duh), and I want to advance and have a career. Don't know what to do about that last part. I am torn about where to track my career and what to do as I plan to start on my masters or a second bachelors. So I am frustrated. That is my FFFC
Thanks.
I'm piggybacking this and adding to it to make it my personal flame.... I also don't like the updates about what cycle day someone is in. If people truly cared, they could simply click on their chart. If the post title says anything about CD# I avoid them, but sometimes posters are sneaky and make a creative title to lure you in
Reading other people's FFC makes me feel better
I am actually a bit relieved that I am not KU this cycle because now I can relax and have fun at my H's birthday party next weekend!