after a week of dealing with the m/c and d&c I'm finally back to work. I had a day full of crying (sobbing actually) on Tuesday. I really needed it though. Yesterday I was feeling more like myself. Today, though I don't want to be here, I am back at the office. My boss is out today, which is a gift from above. I was not ready to answer my 21 voicemails AND have to deal with him. He tries to be kind, but it's hard for him to be compassionate. At least I get a dry run without him. I haven't cried yet. but I do have to go into my paper calendar and erase all the weekly milestone notes I put in about the pregnancy. that should be a blast.
Hope you all are having a good Thursday and today is a little better than yesterday.
Re: first day back to work
(((HUGS)))
I'm so sorry. I took off yesterday because I just couldn't bring myself to come to work. I'm not the biggest fan of my job in the first place but when you add in all the other crap I have going on, it's almost unbearable to be here.
On one hand work is a nice distraction but on the other I have a hard time trying to muster up the motivation to care about anything here.
I'm really sorry.
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