TTC After a Loss

Almost nervous to get a BFP

This is going to be our last attempt for pregnancy. Once we get a BFP it will be our last even if we miscarry.  Since Dec we have had 2 m/c and I am getting up in age.  We have agreed that if we m/c one more time it will be our last.

For this reason I am hoping for a BFP but so scared for a m/c because I know it will be the end of our journey to make DD a big sister.  This is our first 2WW since our last m/c so I am starting to get nervous.

Just venting....thanks for listening....or reading!

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Re: Almost nervous to get a BFP

  • Fingers crossed for your BFP!!!!
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  • Fingers crossed for a BFP with a sticky baby.  Best wishes.

    BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010

    BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011

    BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013

    BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy.  Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)    

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    BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014

  • Good luck to you!
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  • Fingers crossed for a BFP and a H&H 9!
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  • Thanks....Is it weird to be so scared for a BFP or normal?
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  • I hope this is your BFP and take home baby! GL!


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  • imageameliasmom:
    Thanks....Is it weird to be so scared for a BFP or normal?

    I hope it is normal, b/c I am scared.  Scared to lose the baby, scared of having a baby. Scared of many things in this process. I just try to focus on one day at a time

    BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010

    BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011

    BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013

    BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy.  Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)    

                                  <3 We love and miss you Timothy <3

    BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014

  • Best of luck to you!

  • Fingers crossed for a BFP with sticky baby dust!
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  • I agree that it's normal, well as normal as we'll ever be Smile  We all went through something bad and emotionally distressing, being afraid when facing the same situation is totally ok.

    I hope you get your BFP and a take home baby!

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  • imageMCH77:

    Fingers crossed for a BFP with a sticky baby.  Best wishes.

  • imagelrachelle80:

    I think it's totally normal for anyone who has had a loss to be scared of getting pregnant again, and especially in your situation I think I'd be even more nervous!

    Good luck!

    This exactly.  Good luck, my fingers are crossed for you!

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  • Good luck! I hope you get your BFP soon!
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  • Thanks ladies for assuring me I am normal.....at least in this respect!
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  • I so hope you get a BFP!!!!!

    BTW: Your daughter is beautiful!!!! Amelia was our name for a little girl, both Dh and I just KNEW it was a girl, now after our loss, I'm not sure I could use it.

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  • imagemandy6418:
    Fingers crossed for a BFP and a H&H 9!

    Yes

  • I think it's totally normal to be scared! *hugs*

    Crossing my fingers for a BFP & a sticky baby! Good luck! 

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  • Good luck!!
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    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
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    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

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