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I think I'm back... (kinda long sorry)

maceymay1816maceymay1816 member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Greetings ladies...It's been awhile since I've been on although I've been lurking.  We've lost two pregnancies in the last year and I've been bumping on and off since my first loss.  We're coming up on the year mark when DH and I officially began the TTC journey.  The end of June DH and I made an appointment with an specialist to see if there was anything my ob had missed in testing, etc.  He ordered some more blood work and now I go on Wednesday for an HSG.  He had asked us to wait until we had the HSG to really start trying again so we could determine how much damage was done to my tubes from the EP.  So Wed I get to go thru that awful test for the second time and I am having some serious anxiety about the whole thing.  If things go well then it means more of the lovely fertility drugs, if things don't go well then it means probably no babies unless i win the lottery and can afford IVF.  I feel like I need a xanax.

 I also wanted to thank you all.  I know I haven't been posting regularly but I have been lurking regularly and lurking especially on the days when I didn't even want to crawl out of bed.  The posts on here have been the only real support I feel I have.  You ladies make me laugh and have an understanding of how heartbreaking this whole process really is.  Unless someone has been through the battery of tests, felt the excitement and loss of a pregnancy and shown their vagina to half the docs in the state, they don't get it.  I have to tell you all how much I appreciate this board and how much I appreciate the support I've gotten from you all.  I expect I'll be bumping much more often especially as we gear up to give this another go. 

Married 8/23/09 Dx: Endometriosis mc 2003, mc 2005, mc Oct. 2009 and ectopic pg Feb. 2010 Baby Girl Gracie Mae born 5 weeks early on 7/6/11. Baby boy JT born full term on 7/5/12. We are blessed!
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Re: I think I'm back... (kinda long sorry)

  • kew243kew243 member
    I'm not sure if I remember you from before, so thanks for the re-intro.  Sorry for your losses and good luck with your upcoming tests/appointments.
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  • ERICA21779ERICA21779
    Im sorry for your losses.......I hope this upcoming testing can answer some questions and you are able to move forward ttc!
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