I gave notice yesterday, and my boss said, "Well, it sounds like it's good for you, but bad for us, because we will have to train someone new."
.....? I had no idea what to say to that. And not ONE of my coworkers has said anything, and I know they know. All of my customers have been really nice, but my own dept. is totally emotionless. Awesome.
I'm sick of NEVER having a fvcking cycle. I am sick of my body being so stubborn. Also sick of people who are massive fvck ups in life getting to have as many kids as they like. Fvck this sh!t.
Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008
M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010
My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
1) At a wedding last Saturday night my intern told me that I "wouldn't look good with a baby."
2) I was out sick yesterday so, this morning at a work meeting people, of course, were all "What was wrong?" I told them it was my sinuses. A co-worker then grabbed my head and said "Are you sure it wasn't a brain tumor?" Another co-worker chimed in with "Oh my gosh I get the worst headaches ever and I always convince myself I have that! (giggle giggle).
Um, my mom died of brain cancer. So the humor in all of this is kind of lost on me. A-holes.
FUNK THAT.
BFP#1 10/19/09, m/c 12/5/09, BFP#2 2/03/12, m/c 2/12/12, BFP#3 3/18/13, LO born 11/22/13
A couple and 7 children (I'm praying there not all theirs, but they probably are) was walking down the middle of the street. They refused to move out of the middle. No way to pass them. I had to follow them for 2 f'ing blocks. FTS.
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle! April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Yesterday, I got my corrected referral for the new RE. Or so I thought. When I opened it, it was once again screwed up - this time allowing me 18 appointments for my high-risk pregnancy.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I'm sick of my ovaries this week. Come on.....I'm going to have to have a minimum of 4 u/s cause they can't get their butt in gear and grow. Come on.
Oh, and I'm annoyed by ppl who have to know where you're going when you leave work. With all my u/s...yes, I've been missing a lot of work. I had to leave for one of them from a meeting early and my boss (who knows about all of this) asks me where I'm going. Uhhh, seriously, do you really want to know!?! I'm gonna go get a vag cam to see when we can stick a catherter up there to inject sperm.
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Yesterday I had the dental hygenist explain to me how her clock is ticking and she is concerning because her boyfriend is 35 and she is 26 and not married yet. She made multiple comments about him being old and her getting close to 30 which is "not good for having kids". She then asked me if we had kids, wanted kids and when are we going to have kids. When I gave her a quick run down of our TTC journey her response was "Well at least you have a few years let to try"...WTF!!!!
Same day while at a part time job I ran into a lady I worked with at a local gym. She totally forgot about my m/c and asked about the baby. After I reminded her of what happened and where we were at she responded with "That is why I am so happy I started having kids young.". She went on to name her kids and their ages. She left me with "I will keep you in prayer, but just remember there are millions of kids in need of adoption."
Yep yesterday was a B!tch for me.
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The FH that I work with but hoped I would not have to see until September just showed up with her fat pg @ss and tried to rub it in my face. Hello...you got yourself KU to keep your husband...brilliant idea!
I went gluten free 37 days ago for a few reasons, but I thought weight loss would be a side effect. I've lost about 3-4 lbs. I'm about to shove my face into a whoopie pie.
I am tired of people telling me to relax and I can get pregnant and it will happen for me. If one person makes a dumb comment at our huge family bbq this sunday I may snap on them. I made sure to have plenty of alcohol on hand.
Jenn
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN
IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks
FET#1 BFN
IVF#3 BFP, m/c
FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
Re: Fvck This sh!t Friday
OMG!!!!
An actual official event where I can complain??
Well, count me in. Do I go now?
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I am so bloated, I look like the Goodyear blimp, and yet the Lovenox has once again made it impossible for me to poop.
It's been four days.
Fvck this sh!t.
ETA: Literally.
diagnosed with heterozygous Factor V Leiden 2008; m/c 11/09 @ 5 1/2 wks; m/c 5/10 @ 4 1/2 wks; RLP testing done, diagnosed with antiphospholipid syn. and low progesterone; 7/10 started on Heparin injections & progesterone supps @ 3 dpo, BFP 8/9/10!!!
FTS:
I gave notice yesterday, and my boss said, "Well, it sounds like it's good for you, but bad for us, because we will have to train someone new."
.....? I had no idea what to say to that. And not ONE of my coworkers has said anything, and I know they know. All of my customers have been really nice, but my own dept. is totally emotionless. Awesome.
Ok.
I'm sick of NEVER having a fvcking cycle. I am sick of my body being so stubborn. Also sick of people who are massive fvck ups in life getting to have as many kids as they like. Fvck this sh!t.
Yes. I just inserted cytotec to rid my body of the "products of conception" after 5 days of spotting.
Fvck this sh!t.
Oooh! Me! Me!
1) At a wedding last Saturday night my intern told me that I "wouldn't look good with a baby."
2) I was out sick yesterday so, this morning at a work meeting people, of course, were all "What was wrong?" I told them it was my sinuses. A co-worker then grabbed my head and said "Are you sure it wasn't a brain tumor?" Another co-worker chimed in with "Oh my gosh I get the worst headaches ever and I always convince myself I have that! (giggle giggle).
Um, my mom died of brain cancer. So the humor in all of this is kind of lost on me. A-holes.
FUNK THAT.
A couple and 7 children (I'm praying there not all theirs, but they probably are) was walking down the middle of the street. They refused to move out of the middle. No way to pass them. I had to follow them for 2 f'ing blocks. FTS.
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Best idea ever.
Yesterday, I got my corrected referral for the new RE. Or so I thought. When I opened it, it was once again screwed up - this time allowing me 18 appointments for my high-risk pregnancy.
Fvck this ***.
My only question is: How is this different from every other day on here?
Seriously, though. I'm in.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I'm totally in.....
I'm sick of my ovaries this week. Come on.....I'm going to have to have a minimum of 4 u/s cause they can't get their butt in gear and grow. Come on.
Oh, and I'm annoyed by ppl who have to know where you're going when you leave work. With all my u/s...yes, I've been missing a lot of work. I had to leave for one of them from a meeting early and my boss (who knows about all of this) asks me where I'm going. Uhhh, seriously, do you really want to know!?! I'm gonna go get a vag cam to see when we can stick a catherter up there to inject sperm.
Yes I would like to test it out...like right now!
Yesterday I had the dental hygenist explain to me how her clock is ticking and she is concerning because her boyfriend is 35 and she is 26 and not married yet. She made multiple comments about him being old and her getting close to 30 which is "not good for having kids". She then asked me if we had kids, wanted kids and when are we going to have kids. When I gave her a quick run down of our TTC journey her response was "Well at least you have a few years let to try"...WTF!!!!
Same day while at a part time job I ran into a lady I worked with at a local gym. She totally forgot about my m/c and asked about the baby. After I reminded her of what happened and where we were at she responded with "That is why I am so happy I started having kids young.". She went on to name her kids and their ages. She left me with "I will keep you in prayer, but just remember there are millions of kids in need of adoption."
Yep yesterday was a B!tch for me.
I love this idea! Thanks
Definitely in!
All the pain and discomfort from surgery, not being able to eat until 6:30 pm. FTS. All this crap sucks!
this is a genius idea.
I went gluten free 37 days ago for a few reasons, but I thought weight loss would be a side effect. I've lost about 3-4 lbs. I'm about to shove my face into a whoopie pie.
I think this is a wonderful idea!!
I am tired of people telling me to relax and I can get pregnant and it will happen for me. If one person makes a dumb comment at our huge family bbq this sunday I may snap on them. I made sure to have plenty of alcohol on hand.
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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