TTC After a Loss

umm so I didn't have a blighted ovum

I went to pick up a copy of my records tonight to bring with me to my consult tomorrow and of course I read everything in there.  I came to my u/s and saw the notes that said yolk sac and tiny fetal pole.  This whole time I thought I had a blighted ovum because the OB (not my usual one) just said the sac was empty.  I was crying and didn't ask for further explanation and logically assumed it was a blighted ovum.  I mean he said empty sac and never mentioned any fetal pole at all.  The weirdest part is, this made me so happy.  I always struggled with feeling like I was grieving something that never was there even though I know I was a mom when the test was positive, but still, intellectually I struggled with it.  I was just so happy to see that something was actually there.  No matter how tiny that fetal pole was, it was there.  It's sick that this made me happy isn't it???
Natural BFP - 2/13/10, Natural M/C - 3/9/10 (Missed m/c found at 8wks 4days) Prenatal B/W shows I'm a Beta Thal carrier & so is DH. Onto IVF w/PGD... Jan 2011 - IVF #1 - C/P Mar 2011 - IVF #2 - Day 5 PGD, no ET, 5 snow babies May 2011 - FET #1 - BFP!! Twins!!! 2/9/12 - Our precious miracles arrived! Baby A 7lbs 13oz & Baby B 5lbs 13oz

Re: umm so I didn't have a blighted ovum

  • at this point, its the little things Smile
    BFP 11/09...M/C 1/27/10...TTCAL 3/2010...IUI #1 9/2010 = BFN IUI #2 10/29/2010 = TWINS! EDD 7/25/2010 C-SECTION 7/7/11 at 37.5wks due to severe pre-eclampsia. Liliana born 6lb7oz and Anthony born 5lb4oz Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • First of all. I thought you were talking about Body Odor. LOL

    And no. It's not sick that it made you happy! (((hugs)))


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
    BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

  • imageCashewsMommy:

    First of all. I thought you were talking about Body Odor. LOL

    And no. It's not sick that it made you happy! (((hugs)))

    hahaha i love you.   

    Natural BFP - 2/13/10, Natural M/C - 3/9/10 (Missed m/c found at 8wks 4days) Prenatal B/W shows I'm a Beta Thal carrier & so is DH. Onto IVF w/PGD... Jan 2011 - IVF #1 - C/P Mar 2011 - IVF #2 - Day 5 PGD, no ET, 5 snow babies May 2011 - FET #1 - BFP!! Twins!!! 2/9/12 - Our precious miracles arrived! Baby A 7lbs 13oz & Baby B 5lbs 13oz
  • imageCashewsMommy:

    First of all. I thought you were talking about Body Odor. LOL

    And no. It's not sick that it made you happy! (((hugs)))

    lol. yeah, i thought that too!

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  • imageCashewsMommy:

    First of all. I thought you were talking about Body Odor. LOL

    And no. It's not sick that it made you happy! (((hugs)))

    My thoughts exactly! 

    I can totally see why you feel better knowing there was something there. 

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  • imageCashewsMommy:

    First of all. I thought you were talking about Body Odor. LOL

    And no. It's not sick that it made you happy! (((hugs)))

    I thought so too... then when I started reading about her chart I was thinking "Oh no! Her doctor did not write in her chart that she has body odor?!!?!!?!" 

    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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  • hahaha ok, ok I'm changing the subject lmao.  I was just being lazy and didn't type out the whole thing.
    Natural BFP - 2/13/10, Natural M/C - 3/9/10 (Missed m/c found at 8wks 4days) Prenatal B/W shows I'm a Beta Thal carrier & so is DH. Onto IVF w/PGD... Jan 2011 - IVF #1 - C/P Mar 2011 - IVF #2 - Day 5 PGD, no ET, 5 snow babies May 2011 - FET #1 - BFP!! Twins!!! 2/9/12 - Our precious miracles arrived! Baby A 7lbs 13oz & Baby B 5lbs 13oz
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