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Just sat on the kitchen floor and cried....

SLPMelSLPMel member
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I have now learned I should never do new medications by myself again.  I somehow screwed up pulling enough saline when I was doing my Bravelle/Menopur.  I started freaking out, called DH and he only made it worse, so I sat on the kitchen floor and cried for about 5 minutes.  The poor dog-practically sat on me as I did this. 

Called Freedom Fertility and then walked me through it and I injected it, and now I'm going to go crawl in to bed and fall asleep.  

I hope this mood is not meds related and I'll be okay tomorrow.  Grr.  Not fun!

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  • kdussaultkdussault
    oh hun I'm sorry! I hope you feel better after some rest. (((hugs)))
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  • madelyn07madelyn07 member

    Awww..I'm sorry you had such a rough go.

    Hopefully it will go better next time! 

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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  • thebeadingladythebeadinglady
    (((hugs))) I hope you feel better tomorrow
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  • Bella2u07Bella2u07 member
    Awww...I'm sorry.  Glad you were able to get some help through Freedom.  Get some rest and hope tomorrow is a better day!
    TTC #1 Since 11/08 - Dx: MFI & PCOS
    7 IUIs = All BFNs
    2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN

    2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
    May IVF #3 = c/p
    June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
    July FET #2 = BFN
    Aug FET #3 = BFN
    Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
    Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
    Dec FET #4 = BFN

    2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
    May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
    June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
    July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
    Sept FET #6 = TBD
    **PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
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  • NicoleeBonsaiNicoleeBonsai member
    ((Big Hugs)) I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time. So happy that the Freedom Fertility was able to help you though! Sometimes a good cry is what you need to feel better and calm down. I hope you get some well-deserved rest!
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  • Edwina.McDunnoughEdwina.McDunnough
    I'm so sorry you're going through this. I hope things go smoother tomorrow.
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  • maddie789maddie789
    It is tough to do it alone! It will work out better the next time! :)
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  • vanessagorcvanessagorc member
    Im sorry...I hope it gets easier.
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  • MrsMAFMrsMAF member
    Hope tomorrow is a better day for you :)
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  • mainesmichellemainesmichelle member
    I am sorry- i hope you feel better in the morning!!
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  • k-martk-mart
    (((hugs))) It can really be overwhelming. Glad you got it done.
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  • sheila1108sheila1108
    I'm sorry hon, it will get better! (((hugs)))
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  • Ginger71Ginger71 member
    I'm sorry...I think we all probably have a meltdown story. Hug-don't feel bad. Glad you were able to regroup and do what you needed to do :)
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  • scooterqscooterq member
    I am so sorry.((hugs)) I hope you feel better after you get some rest.
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  • onedaychristinakonedaychristinak
    Sorry you are having a rough night.  Hope you have a better day tomorrow. 
    After DX- IF 1996-16 years old; IVF 1 5/2009 BFP! ;MC- 8 W6d- 6/2009
    DX w/ Protein S Deficiency and unexplained thin lining
    Multiple D&C's, Hysterscopy for removal of Scar Tissue, Endometrial Biopsy, 3 BFN FETs, including a year of cancelled due to lining issues (ranging 4.5 to 6.4),
    Procedure of arcuate uterus, Shocking lining development...9.2.
    Moved on to adoption 3/2011
    Homestudy approved! 6/27/2011
    Forever matched! 7/17/2012
    Precious baby boy born 7/30/2012
    SAIF & PAIF Always Welcome
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  • Mrs.AmandaMqnMrs.AmandaMqn

    ::hugs::

    I hope you are feeling better sweetie!

    TTC since April 2008

    Me: PCOS/Amenorrhea DH: Azoospermia due to Y Chromosome Micro Deletion IVF w/ ICSI on hold until further notice

    Hope

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  • mdluv21mdluv21
    I am sorry.  I hope tomorrow is better after a good night's sleep!
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

    Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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  • Rachael07.07.07Rachael07.07.07 member
    Im sorry hun. I hope tomorrow is much smoother for you!
    DX PCOS w/IR 01/08.
    Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
     
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  • SNB2BSNB2B
    Oh i'm sorry! I hope that you get a good rest and feel much better tomorrow. Of course you were upset. I'm sure that is so nerve wracking. Big hugs.
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  • njohnson1972njohnson1972 member

    I cried the first time we did a shot. DH didn't get the mixture right and we had to start over.  I was upset that we just wasted $100+ of meds and started bawling.

    (((hugs))) 

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  • praying*4onepraying*4one
    Feel better!!!  YOu can do this!
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  • MyShellyBellyMyShellyBelly
    (((HUGS))). Hoping it goes better tomorrow!
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  • etoyamaetoyama member
    I'm so sorry! ((HUG))
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  • SLPMelSLPMel member

    Wow-thank you guys for the messages when I woke up this morning.  It's the one shining star in how I'm feeling this morning-so I very much appreciate it. 

    I woke up with the migraine I had last night (which I thought was from crying).  It's my last day of summer work, and then I am off until August 24th, so I just have to get through today for 5 hours.  I can do this-most of my kids are great.  Some not so much!  Big Smile  Let's hope I don't get bitten again today!

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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife

    I'm sorry, girl.

    I hope that you have a better day today!!!!!!

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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