DH has to work until 2 today. I'm looking at a big, unmade bed, a hamper that has exploded, sending laundry flying all over the room, a sink full of dirty dishes, a disheveled couch, and there's definitely something growing in the fridge.
7 weeks ago, I'd be all over it. My house is usually very immaculate...not a thing out of place. Today...all I feel like doing is laying on the couch under a blanket and watching TV and cat napping. It's a nice rainy day, and I couldn't care less if I have clean socks.
Is that bad?
Re: I'm really lazy today...
July 2, 2010- BFP Beta July 5th - 931 Repeat beta July 7th - 2,779
July 13, 2010- First ultrasound! Gestational sac found!
July 16, 2010 - 2nd u/s due to bleeding. Twins found! Baby A is great! Praying for Baby B!
July 23, 2010 - 3rd u/s. Saw Baby A's flicker of a heartbeat! Lost Baby B. :-(
March 16, 2011 - Nathan James was born
November 26, 2012 - surprise BFP! It's a girl!
July 26, 2013 - Lilianna Jean was born
BFP#1: 7/14/10. EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby! BFP #4: 2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15 BFP #5: 4/5/15 EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)
BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
<a href="http://www.thebump.com/?utm_source=ticker&utm_medium=HTML&utm_campaign=tickers" title="Baby Names"><img src="http://global.thebump.com/tickers/tt1cfe4e" alt=" BabyFetus Ticker" border="0" /></a>There are dishes in my sink, laundry sitting in the dryer, carpet that could use a good vacuuming, and one stale cup cake left over from DH's birthday party last weekend that's still sitting on the cake plate in the dining room.
I had to have a serious talk with myself in order to even get in the shower. Energy, where are you?
It's really reassuring to know that I'm not alone in this. I look around the house at all the things that need to be done (I don't even think my husband knows how to clean the bathroom) but all I want to do is sleep. I feel like a terrible wife even though I know it's the pregnancy thing. And of course thinking about all I needed to do made me burst into tears. And to top it off this is our anniversary weekend (1 year!)
I think it's safe to say that although I love being preggers and blessed with this baby, it's not going how I thought it would.
I did manage to get the linens washed and put back on the bed, with DH's help when he got home. And I even made my way into the shower.
I think I'm done for the day. Everything else will just have to wait.
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