I've been dreading this day all month but I'm doing better than I expected. I cried a lot this week. I had my first OB appointment yesterday and as they were going over my history the nurse messed up and said I had 2 full term healthy babies. I burst into tears as I corrected her. When my OB walked in the room I started crying again! The good news is the baby looks great he/she was wiggling and kicking so much it was hard to get a measurement. I declined any genetic testing this time. I can't put myself through that again. Today we are at our cottage and I think it's a good thing that we aren't at home because I'd probably be more upset. I miss my sweet boy every single day and I hope and pray that he knows how much he is loved.
Clomid M/C 8 weeks 2/08 *IVF #1-DD born 3/09
*Surprise BFP-T18 baby lost at 13w 1/10 *FET #1-DS born 2/11
Re: Today was my due date:(
(((hugs)))
Take care of yourself!
I know how hard it is and totally understand the crying. It's a big milestone to get past.
Big hugs.
Kelly, Mom to Christopher Shannon 9.27.06, Catherine Quinn 2.24.09, Trey Barton lost on 12.28.09, Therese Barton lost on 6.10.10, Joseph Sullivan 7.23.11, and our latest, Victoria Maren 11.15.12
Secondary infertility success with IVF, then two losses, one at 14 weeks and one at 10 weeks, then success with IUI and then just pure, crazy luck. Expecting our fifth in May as the result of a FET.
This Cluttered Life
m/c August 2007 - Blighted Ovum
Sean - Our IUI/Injectable miracle born Oct. 5, 2008.
Liam - Our second miracle born July 16, 2010
LO #1 - 1 unmedicated/self-monitored IUI w/ donor sperm.
LO #2 - 1 m/c, 2 BFNs, 4th IUI worked (unmedicated/self-monitored with new donor sperm).
Life is beautiful!
Married 8.13.2005, M/C 12/8/06- 5 weeks, M/C 2/27/07- 7 weeks, M/C w/ D&C 8/10/09-6.5 weeks *Charles Lawrence born 5/2/08 @ 3:14am, 7lb 8oz, 20.5 inches. Clomid, Crinone and baby aspirin. *Alexandra Claire born 9/14/10 @ 9:52am 6lb 14oz, 20.5 inches. Femara, Crinone and baby aspirin.
I'm so sorry
Those dates are really, really hard to deal with......I've been there.
I hope you enjoy your day with family and enjoy growing that little miracle inside of you right now!!
(((HUGS)))
BFP with no treatment!
So sorry... My due date is coming up and I'm already having a hard time with it as well.
Glad to hear your appt. went well.
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