TTC After a Loss

I hate realizations

So next week is our anniversary.  We aren't doing anything special but we will probably just do dinner or something. So all week we have been thinking about what we are going to do.

Then when I butted into ready2bePG's post to Cashew'sMommy I said that I had gotten pregnant on our anniversary.

I hadn't connected the two until just now.  It made me realize that next week will be 3 years since I was pregnant and I still don't have a take home baby.

I'm trying to remind myself that October is right around the corner and we will finally be able to try again.

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Re: I hate realizations

  • :(  I'm sorry I stirred up some bad memories.  (Not on purpose, I know, but I feel bad all the same.)  {{hugs}}
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  • Happy Anniversary! I'm sorry that your happy day also has hard memories.

    October is right around the corner. I hope time flies for you.

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    2 kiddos (DS is almost 4, DD is 19 months) and a puggle named Regan.
    3 losses (1/6/2010 at 9.5 weeks, 3/21/2012 at 12.5 weeks, 7/31/2012 at 5 weeks)
     

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  • {{{{{  hugs  }}}}}}}

    I will pray for you that you get your take home baby soon!!

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  • Don't you hate how things hit you like a ton of bricks when you are not looking! ((HUGS))
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  • ((((HUGS)))))   I'm sorry!!
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  • I'm so sorry Lori, I know it has been a long long road for you two.  I truly think that once you start trying again you will be KU in no time.  (((big big hugs)))
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  • I'm sorry Sad Hopefully August and September will fly by for you!
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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