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Another way my loss has changed me

ikissedthecookikissedthecook
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My boss left for a doctor's appointment of some kind today. He told us he would be back in an hour. That was almost three hours ago. Instantly I think what if he was going with his wife to their OB appointment (she's PG, about a month ahead of me) and something went wrong. I've been worrying about them every since. I don't think that would have even crossed my mind before. ::sigh::
married 09.06.08
BFP #1 - m/c on 12.22.09 @ 8w3d
BFP #2 - d&c on 07.22.10 @11w1d
BFP #3 - DS born on 06.22.11 @41w3d!
BFP #4 - Due 04.24.13
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Re: Another way my loss has changed me

  • BlakeGBlakeG member
    I think our minds will always think the worst now.  Fingers crossed that everything is fine though.
    Natural BFP - 2/13/10, Natural M/C - 3/9/10 (Missed m/c found at 8wks 4days) Prenatal B/W shows I'm a Beta Thal carrier & so is DH. Onto IVF w/PGD... Jan 2011 - IVF #1 - C/P Mar 2011 - IVF #2 - Day 5 PGD, no ET, 5 snow babies May 2011 - FET #1 - BFP!! Twins!!! 2/9/12 - Our precious miracles arrived! Baby A 7lbs 13oz & Baby B 5lbs 13oz
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  • ikissedthecookikissedthecook
    Well, he came back and he did have an u/s with his wife but all is well (which is a huge relief). In fact I heard him go around and tell all the other co-workers but he skipped me. Yet another way things have changed. I hate being the poor girl who loses her babies and is to be avoided. I left work early today because I couldn't hear about the wiggling fingers angmore. When I got home and used the restroom, I discovered my bleeding really picked up again. Today has been awesome!
    married 09.06.08
    BFP #1 - m/c on 12.22.09 @ 8w3d
    BFP #2 - d&c on 07.22.10 @11w1d
    BFP #3 - DS born on 06.22.11 @41w3d!
    BFP #4 - Due 04.24.13
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  • jms2005jms2005
    (((Hugs))) sweetie. I'm so sorry.
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs))

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

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