:-( I don't get to graduate this time.

dandyelle · July 2010

Hey ladies...

First of all, THANK YOU to Carrie for her post and for all of your well-wishes. I didn't post over here because I don't get to contribute as often as I like (and I just came back from a break), and I don't want to assume that everyone knows me just yet.

I got my BFP yesterday, but in the midst of circumstances we all know way too well. I had been spotting for days with cramps and sore ta-tas. This was EXACTLY the same thing that happened when I had my last CP. I wasn't even going to test because I didn't want to know, but I did anyway. Whaddya know, the digital said PG.

Then my spotting got worse early yesterday afternoon, and I got sick to my tummy. I took another test (a FRER, not a digital), and the line was barely there late last night. This morning, I POAS yet again, and the line is gone.

I should go get betas, but I can't face it.

I do have a job interview on Monday for a job in a field I would really like to be in, so I guess this is the universe's way of telling me to go for it.

Again, THANK YOU girls so much for caring about me and supporting me.

The ONLY good thing about not graduating to PGAL is the company I get to keep here.

XOXO... Danielle