I just need to vent for a moment...
I have no clue what is wrong with me today. I just broke down...like seriously. I am not even sure why. I heard a lot of people last night and today talking about their "oh-so-wonderful-perfect" lives, how they are pregnant/just had a baby, or how they are going on their 1000th vacation of the year....Usually these things don't bother me, and I think "My time will come to have all of that." But not today.
I am literally sitting here crying my eyes out. I am never a really emotional person, but today it has just been horrible...
DH and I have not been TTC for that long, so I know it isnt all because of the "stuggle" we are having, because I know we are still early in the game.
Ok, I guess my vent it over.
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Re: Not such a great day
Awww I'm sorry you are having a rough day! I have those days from time to time where I just break down and have a good cry.
Feel better soon!
(((hugs)))
I can't say it works all the time, but sometimes listing (either in my head or on paper) the things that are going really well for me that I *could* brag to everyone about helps.
Hang in there!
::HUGS::
I have days like that too, you are definately not alone! Try to keep your chin up and know that you have all of us wonderful ladies!! Hope your day gets better!
I'm sorry. I think everyone has a meltdown now and again...we wouldn't be human otherwise. Though I know it's annoying to see/hear all these "perfect" things, at the end of the day, what everyone else's life is like shouldn't matter to you. Focus on how wonderful YOUR life is. Things aren't always as they seem, and someone you think has it all may very well envy YOUR life, KWIM?
{{HUGS}} Hope you feel better soon.
I'm sorry you're having a crappy day.
I tend to believe that when people tell you how wonderful their lives are, they are also trying to convince themselves. Everyone has problems.
Still though, I understand feeling the way you do. I feel that way often myself.
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Nov '11-Round one of 50mg Clomid=BFP!!!12-8-11
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Testify, sister - I feel just where you are coming from.
Hang in there.
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I have learned to *never* believe what people say their life is like - esp when they are going on and on and on about how wonderful everything is, it is all puppies and rainbows and sunshine. What people say and how things really are - often two totally different things ...
Sorry you feel so down. Have your pity party today - and don't feel bad about doing it. We all have our moments and sometimes just need to cry and be whiny.
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I know how you feel. I broke down the other day too and cried for about an hour. Hang in there!
I hope things start looking up for you soon.
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I am in the southwestern corner of Georgia. Literally. I am like 20 miles from the Florida line, and 20 miles from the Alabama line. LOL
TTC since 10/09
DH's SA-Normal
HSG-All clear!!
BFP 5-19-11...Beta#1-13 Beta#2- 9 (m/c 05/23/11 @4w4d)
Nov '11-Round one of 50mg Clomid=BFP!!!12-8-11
Beta#1 12.13.11-160! Beta #2 12.21.11- 5100!!!
Hunter Austin-Born August 12, 2012 7lb 12oz 20in long Congrats to my BFPB mrsbaker1128! Gavin Thomas and Landon David arrived on 6/27/11!!
**Good luck to all of my loves as well!**
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{ BEAR HUG }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Now that makes my ((big hugs)) look so little.
SO here you go, mel:
(((((((((((((((((((((((Ginormous Elephant and even bigger hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you are having a bad day, stay encouraged.
I can totally relate; I've been uncharacteristically down for days now. Work is blah, AF showed up a day EARLY and I'm a Chicago girl stuck in OKLAHOMA! Some days are just reserved for kicking rocks..and that's ok
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7DPO Progesterone: low. CD3 BW: normal, HSG: clear
DX: severe MFI (low all 3) and low T. Undergoing replacement therapy.
This makes me feel better. Seeing you fight over giving me the biggest hug! =]
TTC since 10/09
DH's SA-Normal
HSG-All clear!!
BFP 5-19-11...Beta#1-13 Beta#2- 9 (m/c 05/23/11 @4w4d)
Nov '11-Round one of 50mg Clomid=BFP!!!12-8-11
Beta#1 12.13.11-160! Beta #2 12.21.11- 5100!!!
Hunter Austin-Born August 12, 2012 7lb 12oz 20in long Congrats to my BFPB mrsbaker1128! Gavin Thomas and Landon David arrived on 6/27/11!!
**Good luck to all of my loves as well!**
Girl, I know how you feel! I think I had it yesterday....
and today....
Hope it improves for you and me!!
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BFP June 3,2012
Partial Molar Pregnancy
D&C July 12, 2012
Forced 6 month break.
BFP January 13, 2013