that might prove helpful in the future.
U/S showed a ton of follicles, but the biggest one (the one that presumably would be ovulated this cycle) is measuring small, even with the drugs.
RE is excited, because this is validating her theory that I ovulate early, but I ovulate eggs that are not nearly mature enough. Thus, the genetic material in them is not...I'm gonna say top quality, because I didn't understand what she was saying exactly. I think that was the general idea.
She is encouraged because if we can keep my estrogen levels under control with the meds, and keep the egg maturing and growing before we trigger, it MIGHT make a difference in the outcome.
Of course, if all these follicles develop and might release, we can't attempt to concieve (not looking for an octomom over here). However, it makes us an awesome candidate for PGD IVF, and might help us get in the study. Because it's something she thinks the study researchers might really want to observe and learn about.
Anyway, that was long. But I feel like even if we have to cancel this cycle because of the number of follicles, we are gaining some really important insights into what the fvck is wrong with me.
(I hope this all made sense, as usual I have too much info in my brain that I need to think about and puzzle on for a bit)
Re: If nothing else, we are learning some stuff about my eggs
That makes sense. It's crazy to think of everything that goes on with our bodies.
I *really* hope everything will work out this cycle. (((hugs)))
I'm so excited (I seriously just typed sexcited. I need to get laid) for you!!!
I am so glad that they seem to be making progress on figuring out what's going on with you
Fingers crossed for this cycle!
8/08 BFP resulted in m/c
3/09 Polyp removed and dx MTHFR (both copies)
6 Clomid cycles, all BFN
5/09 IUI#1 with Clomid=BFN
6/09 IUI#2 with Clomid=BFN
8/09 IUI#3 with Clomid=BFN
IVF#1 = BFN
IVF#2 = BFN
IVF#3 ET 2 Grade A blasts 11/16/11
Beta #1: 485
Beta #2: 2,495
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
From a purely biological point of view, that makes perfect sense about the eggs not being "ripe" enough. I don't think it would be a DNA problem, so much as a cellular division problem, but either way it's great that you might be figuring out what keeps going wrong.
I want you to have a baby. So much. Probably even as much as I want *me* to have one.
Good luck!
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Huh, that is definitely really, really interesting.
At this point, I'm all for answers for you even if they're not the best ones. And sh!t, if you can get in the study, that would be freaking fantastic.
I am SO glad that you are finally getting some information about what is going on. I still can't believe how much you have had to go through to get to this point. This post makes me really hopeful that your doctor will be able to come up with a solution for you so that you get the take home baby you sooooooo deserve.
(((hugs)))
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
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IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
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BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
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