I posted last night about my awful experience with breastfeeding and pumping the past two weeks. I've decided that rather than cry every three hours and be in miserable pain (DS's nursing on one side literally brings me to tears it hurts so bad) that I'd rather enjoy my limited time off with my son. This isn't a decision that has come easily for me and it's been VERY emotional....many hours of tears. But, I feel that it's the best decision for me and my child.
That said, does anyone have experience with weaning off? I'd attempt to pump for a bit longer, but I'm only pumping an ounce every 3 hours and DS is eating 2.5 to 3 ounces for each feeding. I'm not even able to provide 1/2 of his nutrients and I'd rather spend my time playing/snuggling with him than hooked up to a pump while he sits in his bouncy seat or pack 'n play. I'm afraid to quit cold turkey b/c of engorgement and pain. I'd appreciate any advice!
Thanks ladies! I really appreciate all the support from my post last night. I admire those of you that had similar nursing issues and were able to persevere and get through them. I wish I had your will power!
Re: weaning off nursing/pumping
I was in the same exact boat as you, had a terrible time with breastfeeding and had to make the heart-wrenching decision to switch to formula, so that I could actually enjoy feeding my son.... that being said, I still feel guilty/sad about the decision, so it helps to know there's someone else in my shoes!
I went cold turkey. The engorgement wasn't fun, but the worst of it was over within two days. I was just afraid that if I did anything to stimulate/express, the pain would continue. So I flat out didn't touch my boobs for a week straight, avoided hot water in the shower, etc.
HTH