i feel like i could crawl out of my own skin today. blah!!! i hate this feeling.
i know i could still be pg. and it's probably just a change in hormones but jeez, they make me miserable.
8.15.07 NATHAN
6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP.
4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10.
1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527
10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
Re: nevermind about feeling hopeful/positive this cycle...
Ditto this!
I'm sorry honey. Waiting sucks.
Ugh I'm sorry. Im having a bad day too.
Btw, I just read your siggy with the footprints quote and it literally made me tear up. It's so true...
awe i'm sorry to make you tear up. i actually got that quote out of a memory book that Children's hospital gave us when Wyatt passed away. it really touched me so we put that on the memorial cards that were handed out at Wyatt's memorial service.
i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd?? so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL. either way after O'ing sucks! blah.
the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.
Oh I definitely think that most of it's in our heads. I haven't had a cycle without trying since we were pg, so I don't know the calmness anymore. I do swear every month that I won't do this to myself & then I find myself in the same desperate & crazy place again.
it's funny how we think we can talk ourselves into saying we'll be this way or that and then when the time comes you just can't help but feel the way you do. i do have to say this though, i haven't missed temping this cycle so at least i wasn't crazy over that.
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I've never temped, & I think that's a good thing for me. I'm OCD enough about this process.
I'm only sure within about a 4 day window when I o'd this month too & that's actually made it easier for me not to obbsess right away after O....which probably doesn't make logical sense.
yes, temping is very addicting!
i really think not knowing is much better sometimes. i find myself just wishing for bedtime so i can move on to tomorrow. LOL counting down the days and i think i'm only 4dpo.