TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

nevermind about feeling hopeful/positive this cycle...

i feel like i could crawl out of my own skin today. blah!!!  i hate this feeling. Angry 

i know i could still be pg. and it's probably just a change in hormones but jeez, they make me miserable.

Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in

Re: nevermind about feeling hopeful/positive this cycle...

  • The waiting game is pure torture! Hang in there (((hugs)))
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  • I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • Not a fun time but try to hang in there!!
  • imageMocha Girl:
    The waiting game is pure torture! Hang in there (((hugs)))

    Ditto this!

    I'm sorry honey.  Waiting sucks.

  • Clerk9Clerk9 member
    It is NOT a fun roller coaster.  Try to stay positive & hang in there!  
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  • Ugh I'm sorry. Im having a bad day too.

     Btw, I just read your siggy with the footprints quote and it literally made me tear up. It's so true...Crying

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    Ugh I'm sorry. Im having a bad day too.

     Btw, I just read your siggy with the footprints quote and it literally made me tear up. It's so true...Crying

    awe i'm sorry to make you tear up.  i actually got that quote out of a memory book that Children's hospital gave us when Wyatt passed away.  it really touched me so we put that on the memorial cards that were handed out at Wyatt's memorial service. 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • imageCourt1:
    I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!

    i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd??  so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL.  either way after O'ing sucks!  blah. 

    the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.  Tongue Tied

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I'm so sorry. It's a horrible wait. :( 
    oh please. not KU. effed up.
  • imagebabes12:

    imageCourt1:
    I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!

    i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd??  so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL.  either way after O'ing sucks!  blah. 

    the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.  Tongue Tied

    Oh I definitely think that most of it's in our heads.  I haven't had a cycle without trying since we were pg, so I don't know the calmness anymore.  I do swear every month that I won't do this to myself & then I find myself in the same desperate & crazy place again.

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • imageCourt1:
    imagebabes12:

    imageCourt1:
    I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!

    i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd??  so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL.  either way after O'ing sucks!  blah. 

    the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.  Tongue Tied

    Oh I definitely think that most of it's in our heads.  I haven't had a cycle without trying since we were pg, so I don't know the calmness anymore.  I do swear every month that I won't do this to myself & then I find myself in the same desperate & crazy place again.

    it's funny how we think we can talk ourselves into saying we'll be this way or that and then when the time comes you just can't help but feel the way you do.  i do have to say this though, i haven't missed temping this cycle so at least i wasn't crazy over that.  :o)

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • imagebabes12:
    imageCourt1:
    imagebabes12:

    imageCourt1:
    I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!

    i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd??  so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL.  either way after O'ing sucks!  blah. 

    the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.  Tongue Tied

    Oh I definitely think that most of it's in our heads.  I haven't had a cycle without trying since we were pg, so I don't know the calmness anymore.  I do swear every month that I won't do this to myself & then I find myself in the same desperate & crazy place again.

    it's funny how we think we can talk ourselves into saying we'll be this way or that and then when the time comes you just can't help but feel the way you do.  i do have to say this though, i haven't missed temping this cycle so at least i wasn't crazy over that.  :o)

    I've never temped, & I think that's a good thing for me.  I'm OCD enough about this process. 

    I'm only sure within about a 4 day window when I o'd this month too & that's actually made it easier for me not to obbsess right away after O....which probably doesn't make logical sense. 

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • Waiting blows. I hope this is your cycle!
  • imageCourt1:
    imagebabes12:
    imageCourt1:
    imagebabes12:

    imageCourt1:
    I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!

    i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd??  so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL.  either way after O'ing sucks!  blah. 

    the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.  Tongue Tied

    Oh I definitely think that most of it's in our heads.  I haven't had a cycle without trying since we were pg, so I don't know the calmness anymore.  I do swear every month that I won't do this to myself & then I find myself in the same desperate & crazy place again.

    it's funny how we think we can talk ourselves into saying we'll be this way or that and then when the time comes you just can't help but feel the way you do.  i do have to say this though, i haven't missed temping this cycle so at least i wasn't crazy over that.  :o)

    I've never temped, & I think that's a good thing for me.  I'm OCD enough about this process. 

    I'm only sure within about a 4 day window when I o'd this month too & that's actually made it easier for me not to obbsess right away after O....which probably doesn't make logical sense. 

    yes, temping is very addicting! 

    i really think not knowing is much better sometimes.  i find myself just wishing for bedtime so i can move on to tomorrow.  LOL  counting down the days and i think i'm only 4dpo.

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • (((HUGS)))
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Sorry you're feeling that way hon. I hope we see a bfp from you in a few days :)
  • (((hugs)))
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    imageCourt1:
    I hate the 2ww with an extreme passion.  It sucks.  I almost stopped & bought pee sticks yesterday b/c I felt like I was going crazy & it's way to early.  Hang in there lady!

    i find it odd that last cycle when we weren't trying yet i felt fine after i o'd??  so is this all in my head or am i just getting back to normal, LOL.  either way after O'ing sucks!  blah. 

    the 2ww can definitely make us crazy.  Tongue Tied

    I'm probably about 7dpo today....& have no shame admitting that I'll break out the pee sticks tomorrow. 

    Oh I definitely think that most of it's in our heads.  I haven't had a cycle without trying since we were pg, so I don't know the calmness anymore.  I do swear every month that I won't do this to myself & then I find myself in the same desperate & crazy place again.

    it's funny how we think we can talk ourselves into saying we'll be this way or that and then when the time comes you just can't help but feel the way you do.  i do have to say this though, i haven't missed temping this cycle so at least i wasn't crazy over that.  :o)

    I've never temped, & I think that's a good thing for me.  I'm OCD enough about this process. 

    I'm only sure within about a 4 day window when I o'd this month too & that's actually made it easier for me not to obbsess right away after O....which probably doesn't make logical sense. 

    yes, temping is very addicting! 

    i really think not knowing is much better sometimes.  i find myself just wishing for bedtime so i can move on to tomorrow.  LOL  counting down the days and i think i'm only 4dpo.

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • I am sorry hun.  hang in there!  HUGS!
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