Today would have been my due date. On FB I keep reading all the women complaining about being pregnant (and I'm sure it is no fun in July) and I just keep thinking that should be me. I'd give anything to be in their shoes. Heck, I DID give everything to be in their shoes and still got nothing.
I feel like we have traded the uncertainty of IF in for the uncertainty of adoption. I'm feeling like we are a million years away from a baby. And I'm also feeling sad for the baby we lost. I know there are so many of you who have had more losses than me and know this all way better than I do.