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Lovely - a new irrational fear...

babygirlpriestbabygirlpriest
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Looks like my emotions decided to mix it up a bit this cycle and since, for once, I DON'T want to be pregnant, I now have a totally irrational fear of being pregnant.

Got a BFN on 9 (shut up! Yes I tested that early), 11 and 14 DPO, temps have been steadily decreasing for the last 5 days, our timing could not have sucked harder, and since I feel 'twingy', I'm sure I'm pregnant.

NOTE: AF is not actually late, either. Should be due tonight/tomorrow (which, of course explains the twingy but whatever, I'm opting to be a hot mess right now).

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Re: Lovely - a new irrational fear...

  • gwennythepoohgwennythepooh member
    (hugs) I know that fear ALL to well from when we were on a forced break. I'm sure AF is just around the corner for you. Hang in there!
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  • Court1Court1
    No flames for early testing, I'm guilty almost every month.  But I'd trust a BFN at 14 DPO.  I'd guess the wench will be here right on time.
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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  • Scout05Scout05 member
    I think it likely, with the temp drops and BFNs that you are indeed not KU. I think that is the first time I have said that without feeling bad about saying it.
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  • ColindaPColindaP member
    Totally rational. I'm thinking about going on BCP till we bite the IVF bullet, just to be safe.
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  • 3ltlones3ltlones member
    I think we all have that fear at the time in the cycle where we are testing. Hugs, it's all scary.
    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
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  • KelinandKevinKelinandKevin member
    I have never flamed anyone for testing early!!  BFN's suck... but I agree with Allison, with the temp drops I'm not sure you'll see a BFP this cycle.  :(  Hang in there!  (((HUGS)))
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs))

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

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  • maritzburggirlmaritzburggirl
    big hugs....I'm here for you, whatever the outcome.
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