I want to apologize

CarrieLeigh84 · July 2010

I've had one hell of a rough patch lately, and probably haven't been that fun to be around. I know some days I cringe at things I say, especially the last week or so.

My BFF and I had about a 3 hour conversation last night, and I think she might have kicked my ass into shape. Maybe. I'm stubborn.

But she did make me see that being so bitter and wanting to kill everyone and everything in sight is making me feel even worse.

So, I'm sorry to you loves, if I've been a bit more of a PITA than normal.

(P.S. There are definitely things I said that I don't regret. So.. if any "lurkers" get the idea that I feel bad.. you can shove that square up your ass. You deserved it )

3ltlones · July 2010

I love your honesty Carrie! I haven't been bothered by anything you have said, I understand being bitter but, I'm glad that you are feeling a little better. hugs.

Scout05 · July 2010

1) Hugs

2) B!tch please. Like all of us haven't hit low, low, low points and taken it out over here. That's what 6+ is all about - we have a sh!t ton going on, and this is a no judgement zone.

3) You are stubborn. But that is what makes you awesome and kick ass.

4) If you are a PITA, then I need to redefine what that means. 'Cause I think you rule.

5) P.S. Yes

AppleRidge · July 2010

I want to give your BFF a hug. You needed that.

Love ya.

noah-bear · July 2010

ambrandau2:
1) Hugs
2) B!tch please. Like all of us haven't hit low, low, low points and taken it out over here. That's what 6+ is all about - we have a sh!t ton going on, and this is a no judgement zone.
3) You are stubborn. But that is what makes you awesome and kick ass.
4) If you are a PITA, then I need to redefine what that means. 'Cause I think you rule.
5) P.S.

Ditto

KristysRedBarn · July 2010

Hugs. I like you no matter what.

johannaknip · July 2010

You've just been in a shiit place, which we all get. Not that I'm saying you've been a PITA. I'm glad talking to your BFF helped you sweetie. ((hugs)) and love you!

babygirlpriest · July 2010

CarrieLeigh84:

(P.S. There are definitely things I said that I don't regret. So.. if any "lurkers" get the idea that I feel bad.. you can shove that square up your ass. You deserved it )

And here I was worried Carrie was announcing she was headed to the P&R side of life... then I get to the bottom of her post where she biitches out idiots in her 'apopogy' post. Carrie lives!! Stick out tongue

We adore you (even in your depths-of-despair biitchiness). I'm glad your bff may have given you a needed kick in the proverbial pants. Not because you were bothersome, but because I know that dark, bitter place... we all do. And we know how heartbreaking it is to set up residence there.

HUGS!!

gwennythepooh · July 2010

((hugs)) You've had a crap load going on. I'm glad you are feeling better, though!

grr_aargh · July 2010

What they said.

All of it.

If you went all puppies and rainbows on me, I'd fear your friend roughed you up a bit too much. . .

JuJuBe3 · July 2010

You've had so much to deal with and we all have those times. I don't think anything you said/wrote bothered me personally. I just hope that you're feeling better, for your sake. I'd be disappointed if you stopped calling people when they deserve it. We're here if you need us and we can do anything. ((hugs))

dandyelle · July 2010

CarrieLeigh84:

I've had one hell of a rough patch lately, and probably haven't been that fun to be around. I know some days I cringe at things I say, especially the last week or so.

My BFF and I had about a 3 hour conversation last night, and I think she might have kicked my ass into shape. Maybe. I'm stubborn.

But she did make me see that being so bitter and wanting to kill everyone and everything in sight is making me feel even worse.

So, I'm sorry to you loves, if I've been a bit more of a PITA than normal.

(P.S. There are definitely things I said that I don't regret. So.. if any "lurkers" get the idea that I feel bad.. you can shove that square up your ass. You deserved it )

Personally, I think people should thank US when we have GOOD days, not us feel bad when we're going through a rough patch. (I'm only kind of kidding.) It's been a long time since my last lost, and I still feel like climbing a clocktower sometimes. I find that people who have been down our road understand that it takes time and patience to come back around.

That said, I am glad you're feeling better. It's nice when the good days are more frequent. :-)

rjl07 · July 2010

Glad you had a great talk with your BFF. I never think of you as a PITA though. Hope things get better for you soon. ((hugs))

ColindaP · July 2010

you better not be going soft on me.

triple_sevens · July 2010

Carrie, you have gone through hell. I think it's natural to need to wallow, snap, be bitter and angry and cranky. But I am glad if *you* feel like you're ready or want to try come out of it to a more level place.

butterfly843 · July 2010

Glad you had a good talk with your bff. You have been through a lot and deserve to be bitter, that is what is so great about this board we can be bitter together. I have never though of you as a pita and love your comments. My dh is always calling me a pita.