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Need a pick me up

beth0874beth0874
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It is one of those days where I can't handle things.  It's funny how I handle stress.  I go days like nothing is wrong and then just one day it all hits me at once.  The list of things bothering me right now is way too long and it does not help that one of the main things is my DH.  Huge, huge fight with many hurtful things said.  I want my best friend (DH) to turn to but I am so hurt by him.  Woe is me is over.  Thanks for listening.

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Re: Need a pick me up

  • scherphascherpha
    I am so sorry it is a bad day.  I hope things look up soon!
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  • STL34STL34 member
    I am so sorry you are having a bad day.  I hope things get better soon.

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    ~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~ 

    Me= 37 and DH = 41 

    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

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  • beth0874beth0874
    Thanks ladies.  Now DH just sent me a message saying our basement is infested with thousand of flies.  How gross!!! It is not like there is food or beverage down there.  I am thinking maybe an animal got in and dies or something.  Yuck!  I am so glad I didn't discover it!
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  • hawaii123hawaii123 member

    I'm sorry you're having a bad day...I hope you and your H can talk and resolve whatever you fought about.

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  • Dee1028Dee1028 member

    I hate the bad days! I am so sorry. I had a bad situation with DH last week too and then I had a TTC meltdown and didn't have anyone to turn to.

    I hope it passes soon. 

    Here is a little something to make you smile (and say WTF):

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    Taking the Scenic Route
    FET: Success! Beta at 14dp5dt: 2427 TWINS!!
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  • rebelina1rebelina1 member
    I'm sorry ((hugs))
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  • amy1004amy1004 member
    I am so sorry you are having a bad day.  I wish there was more we could do.  (Hugs)
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  • orange1414orange1414 member
    I'm sorry you're having a bad day.
    Trying to grow our family with both fertility treatments and adoption since March 2009 
    IUIs#1-4 = BFN, IVF#1 = c/p, IVF#2 = OHSS, FET#1=BFP
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  • heathercaraheathercara
    I hate when things aren't "right" with DH.  I feel so off.  I hope you can work things out and get back on the same page.  Hugs.
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  • jenna916jenna916 member
    I hope your day got better and you're off enjoying a relaxing evening.  Hang in there!
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