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Awful Realization

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In the time that it has (and still is) taking my stupid Beta to get down to 0, there have been so many people on here who got their BFP and have unfortunately come back to TTCAL.  Crying

F-my body.

F-m/c.

Crying 

Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • jen629jen629 member
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  • LeesMyBabyLeesMyBaby member
    Sorry you're having a rough day Sad
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  • redstars93redstars93 member

    Left HugboardRight Hug

    ^That's me giving the board a hug.

     And here's your hug Left HugPersonRight Hug

    Momma to three boys: Henry - 4yo Alex - 18mo Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy) He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever. m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
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  • Scout05Scout05 member

    F the Universe while we're at it.

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  • rjl07rjl07
    I'm so sorry!  It has been a pretty crappy few weeks here.  ((huge hugs))
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  • jdeats71jdeats71

    Broken Heart

    I'm so sorry.......hugs to you!

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  • redstars93redstars93 member
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     Left HugPersonRight Hug

    Ok this^ looks way creepier and voodoo-ish than I intended.

    So let's try this instead:

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    Momma to three boys: Henry - 4yo Alex - 18mo Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy) He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever. m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
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  • Mocha GirlMocha Girl

    {{{{HUGS}}}}

     

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  • carrielb12carrielb12

    HUGE ((((((HUGS))))))

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  • kndeckarkndeckar member
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    F the Universe while we're at it.

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    Yes I like this. alot Big Smile

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  • mgh2008mgh2008 member
    F the universe is right! 
    BFP #1- 12/3/09, EDD- 8/7/10, Missed M/C at 8 weeks & D&C- 1/5/10, BFP #2- July 2010, Baby Charlie Born March 29, 2011, BFP #3- 4/12/12- EDD- 12/21/12, Missed M/C at 10 1/2 weeks 5/29/12, D&C 6/1/12- testing results showed triploidy, IF testing all normal, February 2013- IUI#1, femara, follistim, trigger =BFN, March 2013- IUI#2, femara, follistim, trigger= BFP #4, 3/20/12, Beta#1 16dpo= 397, Beta #2 18dpo= 1037, Beta#3 24dpo= 11,589- EDD 11/30/13- It's a Girl!!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker BabyFruit Ticker
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  • RunSchwartzRunRunSchwartzRun
    That sucks beyond belief for both you and those poor TTCALs who had to come back.  Seriously universe, up yours.
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  • KiKiMeKiKiMe member
    Hugs for you - and the others who are back!
    Started TTC in 2/09. Dx with PCOS in 09/09. BFP on 11/7/09.
    Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
    01/11 = BFP!
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  • GummybearGummybear

    And meanwhile, there are all those FHs complaining they didn't get enough gifts off their registry at their shower and that their hospital doesn't have 24 hr room service sailing along swimmingly.

    F the universe is right. ((Hugs))

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  • babes12babes12 member

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    F the universe is right! 

    this.  and ((HUGS))

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • johannaknipjohannaknip
    (((hugshugs)))
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  • leneae10leneae10 member
    I'm so sorry ((HUGS))
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  • mdm2137mdm2137
    That sucks. Crying I'm so sorry. ((hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
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  • writergirl5786writergirl5786 member
    agreed. :( F our bodies! stupid m/c
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  • ChicwedChicwed member
    imageGummybear:

    And meanwhile, there are all those FHs complaining they didn't get enough gifts off their registry at their shower and that their hospital doesn't have 24 hr room service sailing along swimmingly.

    F the universe is right. ((Hugs))

    this.  hearing about non appreciative FH makes me livid.  seeing people having to come back to this board breaks my heart.  life can go suck it this month.  ((hugs)) to everyone.

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  • celestej619celestej619
    (((hugs))) It's really not fair. Sad
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  • pepomntpatpepomntpat member
    {hugs}
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  • ihearteddiebooihearteddieboo
    ((hugs)) to you and the TTCAL ladies.  It is just awful.  Crying
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  • damabo80damabo80 member
    imageChicwed:
    imageGummybear:

    And meanwhile, there are all those FHs complaining they didn't get enough gifts off their registry at their shower and that their hospital doesn't have 24 hr room service sailing along swimmingly.

    F the universe is right. ((Hugs))

    this.  hearing about non appreciative FH makes me livid.  seeing people having to come back to this board breaks my heart.  life can go suck it this month.  ((hugs)) to everyone.

    Agreed. This board should be a one stop board.


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  • Court1Court1
    Crying And F the universe.
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  • Amanda78Amanda78 member

    Huge hugs.  F m/c is right.

    BFP 4/23/09. D&E 7/17/09 16W5D. BFP #2 3/10/10. EDD 11/15/10 Babycakes was born 11/5/10! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • hoping&waitinghoping&waiting

    (((Hugs))).  I really hope that beta is down.

    And the returns break my heart.  Every time.

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  • dondraandluisdondraandluis member
    Sad (((HUGS)))
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  • triple_sevenstriple_sevens member

    Sad

    It's all too sad.

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    It is so unfair Sad  (((hugs)))
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  • ksyknelvr73ksyknelvr73 member
    I hate seeing people come here to begin with, and I REALLY REALLY hate seeing them come back after leaving. It just isn't right.
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    BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11

    BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d

    BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13

     

    BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14 

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  • jms2005jms2005
    (((Hugs))) It's really not fair. I hate that we're all here.
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  • tamhen1979tamhen1979 member
    Crying I am sorry.... I feel the same way F-m/c.
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  • jillcanadajillcanada
    {{{Hugs}}}
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  • frogyiefrogyie
    Hugs to you! and it does suck to be back here but at least I am with all of you to help me through it. 
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  • BeachColeBeachCole

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    agreed. :( F our bodies! stupid m/c

    This this this. I hate it for you and for all of us. ((HUGS)) 

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  • ashleyy0219ashleyy0219
    (((HUGS)))
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