Sorry I have been MIA....life has gotten out of control. We had to evacuate from our place 2 weeks ago because toxic mold was found. I have been devastated. We are currently on waiting lists for 2 places, but wont hear back for a few weeks. We have been staying at dh's friends house (with 5 other men!) sleeping on a couch and we are now staying with my parents. Through all of this I came down with some serious depression. I stopped eating, couldnt sleep and honestly just didnt feel like I could go on anymore. I feel so guilty for my baby. DH is working 2 jobs and is gone 17-19 hours a day, 6 days a week. We are trying to stay strong, but this is a time when I really need him and I also dont feel like he is emtionally there for me.
On a better note, NT scan was Friday and the baby is measuring 3-4 days ahead! Everything looked perfect and the doctor was very happy with what he saw. We will have full results in about a week. I have also not gained a pound which is awesome! My body has shifted all around and I feel disgusting as nothing fits. We were also able to pick up a hb last week at the midwife's office at 12 weeks! I hope to be in a place and settled soon, and hopefully in a better place, mentally. I just feel sometimes that I may be more of a downer now, more than anything. I miss you ladies though!
Re: Update For Those Who Are Curious
So glad to hear from you
I'm sorry about the depression. I hope things pick up for you soon. Bad, evil, satanic toxic mold.
I wondered where you went!
I hope you things start looking up soon! Not being in one place always make me feel out of place. I like my environment to be stable!