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I'm out...

I poas huge BFN... So I am ready to move on. I will call RE at lunch to see if I can get in sooner for blood work so that I can stop the progesterone supps and lovenox shots. I will also request a consult with my RE to talk about my next steps. I might be doing 1 more IUI or I might move onto IVF like he suggested in the first place.

Thanks ladies for all your support.

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  • Oh Mari :( *hugs* I'm sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry Mari :(
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  • So sorry Mari ((hugs))
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  • Huge hugs love...I'm here if you need an ear or a shoulder!!
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    Huge hugs love...I'm here if you need an ear or a shoulder!!

    Thanks hon I think I will be ok... I am more angry than anything, not real sad.

  • I'm so sorry Mari!
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  • ((hugs)) I'm sorry Mari.
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  • I'm so sorry, Mari.  BFNs suck.
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  • *hug* I'm sorry hon.

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    ((hugs)) I'm so sorry Mari.

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    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

  • So sorry Mari.
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  • I am so sorry.  {Hugs}
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  • Oh mi amor ::huge bear hug:: I am so sorry. I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you won't have to do IVF. I wish you the best of luck and I'm just hoping this BFFN is a fluke. Did you get bood drawn or POAS only?

    You know I am always hear to talk or cry to.

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  • Oh no! I am so very sorry.
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    Oh mi amor ::huge bear hug:: I am so sorry. I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you won't have to do IVF. I wish you the best of luck and I'm just hoping this BFFN is a fluke. Did you get bood drawn or POAS only?

    You know I am always hear to talk or cry to.

    thanks hon, I am not sure what I want to do next. I just want to get pregnant damn it..

    You know what really pisses me off is that I heard on the news last night that 19 kids in the states have died this summer because their parents left them in the car. It's sad that they can have kids and we can't. WTF is wrong with that picture? I'm just angry this morning. I'll get over it.

    I POAS but it has been getting lighter and lighter and now completely gone. I doubt it's a fluke I am 15dpiui today.

  • imagemari2003:
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    Oh mi amor ::huge bear hug:: I am so sorry. I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you won't have to do IVF. I wish you the best of luck and I'm just hoping this BFFN is a fluke. Did you get bood drawn or POAS only?

    You know I am always hear to talk or cry to.

    thanks hon, I am not sure what I want to do next. I just want to get pregnant damn it..

    You know what really pisses me off is that I heard on the news last night that 19 kids in the states have died this summer because their parents left them in the car. It's sad that they can have kids and we can't. WTF is wrong with that picture? I'm just angry this morning. I'll get over it.

    I POAS but it has been getting lighter and lighter and now completely gone. I doubt it's a fluke I am 15dpiui today.

     I feel the same way to. When I had that ultrasound, I was sad and upset that night. But the next day till now I have been angry too. I hear what you're sayin'. I get upset that people can have kids and they are abusers, murders, rapistist/molesters, druggies and so on who don't take care of their kids, but can easily have a child.

    ::sighs:: Life isn't fair, really is my motto.

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  • I'm sorry Mari :( 

      

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    I'm sorry Mari. Sad
    I hope you get b/w quickly so you can move on.

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  • I'm so sorry:(
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  • I'm sorry, Mari.
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  • (((HUGS)))

    I'm so sorry, Mari :(:(

     
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  • Huge hugs to you Mari.  I hope you and your RE come up with a plan that you're happy with.
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    Oh mi amor ::huge bear hug:: I am so sorry. I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you won't have to do IVF. I wish you the best of luck and I'm just hoping this BFFN is a fluke. Did you get bood drawn or POAS only?

    You know I am always hear to talk or cry to.

    thanks hon, I am not sure what I want to do next. I just want to get pregnant damn it..

    You know what really pisses me off is that I heard on the news last night that 19 kids in the states have died this summer because their parents left them in the car. It's sad that they can have kids and we can't. WTF is wrong with that picture? I'm just angry this morning. I'll get over it.

    I POAS but it has been getting lighter and lighter and now completely gone. I doubt it's a fluke I am 15dpiui today.

     I feel the same way to. When I had that ultrasound, I was sad and upset that night. But the next day till now I have been angry too. I hear what you're sayin'. I get upset that people can have kids and they are abusers, murders, rapistist/molesters, druggies and so on who don't take care of their kids, but can easily have a child.

    ::sighs:: Life isn't fair, really is my motto.

    No it isn't, that's why they invented liquor! LOL

    I can't wait to get off I sure could use a few drinks...

  • nooooooo! :(

    I'm so so sorry Mari. I have a feeling I'll be right there with you.. the AF cramps have started. :(  ((((huuuuge hugs))))) Hang in there hun..

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  • I'm so sorry, Mari ((hugs))
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  • I'm sorry :(

     

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    Oh mi amor ::huge bear hug:: I am so sorry. I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you won't have to do IVF. I wish you the best of luck and I'm just hoping this BFFN is a fluke. Did you get bood drawn or POAS only?

    You know I am always hear to talk or cry to.

    thanks hon, I am not sure what I want to do next. I just want to get pregnant damn it..

    You know what really pisses me off is that I heard on the news last night that 19 kids in the states have died this summer because their parents left them in the car. It's sad that they can have kids and we can't. WTF is wrong with that picture? I'm just angry this morning. I'll get over it.

    I POAS but it has been getting lighter and lighter and now completely gone. I doubt it's a fluke I am 15dpiui today.

     I feel the same way to. When I had that ultrasound, I was sad and upset that night. But the next day till now I have been angry too. I hear what you're sayin'. I get upset that people can have kids and they are abusers, murders, rapistist/molesters, druggies and so on who don't take care of their kids, but can easily have a child.

    ::sighs:: Life isn't fair, really is my motto.

    No it isn't, that's why they invented liquor! LOL

    I can't wait to get off I sure could use a few drinks...

    No liquor!!!

    I had three vodka and juice drinks on 4th of July.... bad idea. I had crazy acid reflux all night and now I know why I hardly ever drink. ::gags::

    Have some drinks for me!

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  • I'm so, so sorry.
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    nooooooo! :(

    I'm so so sorry Mari. I have a feeling I'll be right there with you.. the AF cramps have started. :(  ((((huuuuge hugs))))) Hang in there hun..

    Nooo I hope you're wrong... GL hon!

  • imagemari2003:
    imageloloindiego:

    nooooooo! :(

    I'm so so sorry Mari. I have a feeling I'll be right there with you.. the AF cramps have started. :(  ((((huuuuge hugs))))) Hang in there hun..

    Nooo I hope you're wrong... GL hon!

    thanks hun.. I don't have a good feeling about it. :( Maybe you & I will be IVF twinzies :) If this isn't it for me we'll be skipping the next cycle and then hopefully doing IVF in August or September. I wish this was easier for all of us.

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  • ((Hugs)) I'm sorry Mari!  I saw your ealier post about a faint line and I was so hoping this was it for you. :(

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  • ::butts in form TTC:: I am soo sorry Mari. I hope u feel better soon..I know it isn't easy. All I can say is that I am sorry and have faith (easier said than done) T&P
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  • Oh no Mari!!!!  I am so, so sorry!!!!  ((((hugs))))
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  • *hugs* im so sorry
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  • I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))
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  • so sorry Mari!  ::hugs::  Keep me posted on what the doc says.
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  • Damn it. I'm sorry Mari. We're here for you girl ((hugs))
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