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Pity Party for one please.....

kellinc1kellinc1
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Wow....I am really feeling sorry for myself today.  After the major temp drop this am (and no I was NOT in my 2ww), I am ready to give up for a while.  I have been off of the pill since Sept of last year, so I am creepin' up on the year mark.  I have not ovulated one time.  Yep, that's right, I said it!  NOT ONE TIME!!!

How the hell am I supposed to get pregnant when I don't even ovulate?  We don't have any IF coverage and can't afford OOP at this time.

So...here is a small list of things that I am pissed off about today:

1. Not ovulating 2. Not being able to get pregnant 3. Not being able to be patient 4.  The serious constipation that I have had for over a month thanks to Metformin 5. I am at work when everyone else is at home in bed and will be going to the pool later.

I seriously feel like I need to take a break with all of the temping, OPKing, sex timing, and bumping.  It is all just a constant reminder that I can't get pregnant.Crying

OK, sorry to be such a Debbie Downer this am.  I am through.  Thanks for reading! (I kind of feel better)

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  • red1976red1976 member
    Sorry you're having a crappy day. It's understandable! It's frustrating. I took a month break a couple of months ago from temping and to be honest it was nice.
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  • PandaManda23PandaManda23
    Oh I understand girl....I mean we haven't been trying that long as you but understand. A break is sometimes needed. A day or two, week, month, whatever. 2 weeks ago I went on Vacation with DH and DS. Didn't bother on temping, because I knew I was not going to sleep much and I was drinking A LOT too. That little 3 day break was good. I had fun and relaxed. So I say go for it girl, you need it.
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    Coming right up DrinksParty!!!Drinks


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  • kellinc1kellinc1

    imagejesselayne8:
    Coming right up DrinksParty!!!Drinks

    I know that it's only 8:15, but I am going to need a few more of those.  Just give me enough to knock me out for a few hours.  I promise, I will wake up in a better mood.  I may have a headache, but I will be in a better mood. Wink

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  • lovesmyboyslovesmyboys

    I'm sorry these things are happening. Good luck and I hope things turn around for you. ((Hugs))

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  • kellbranckellbranc member

    Ug I feel your pain sista. I am so sorry you are going through all of this bullsh-t and its REDICULOUS that any insurance won't cover IF treatment. that makes me so angry.

    I too had a pity party for myself .. my best friend is down here as is another friend who are both pregnant and talked babies NONSTOP..... they were so insensitive. ug.

    Im sorry Kell...vent away

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  • JennyAnne022776JennyAnne022776 member

    I hear ya...my mom let me know last night that two friends of the family are both pregnant with #3.  Their due dates are just before what would have been our due date before the c/p.  And both of them have already had baby #2 since DH and I have been trying.  FML.

    In any case, ((hugs)) to you!  Hope your work day goes quickly!!

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  • ConnCottagerConnCottager

    kell, I'm so sorry. All I can say is I know how you feel, though I know that's not going to be helpful. If you feel you need time off from it all, then maybe try it. You could find out it's just what you need, or you could realize that the temping/timing/etc was helpful after all - but the different perspective might help, you know? Though I'd miss you around here :)

    In any case, ((hugs))

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