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Feeling sad tonight

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Today is my SO's daughter's birthday. We had a fun day, and then it was time for a bath. Normally, I'll sit in there with them and play. Today he asked me if he could just be alone with her for a little bit. 

In a way, I totally understand it. He wants to spend some alone time with his baby girl on her birthday.

On the other hand, I had to leave the bathroom and cry. I'll never get to spend time with my babies on their birthdays. I know it's silly, and I need to just let them be... but I want that time with my kids. And I'll never get it. 

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    I'm so sorry (hugs). There was this comment my niece told me, and I've held onto it, she said "when you go to heaven, you'll be able to take care of her there". we can't hold them and hug them right now (I really wish we could) but maybe then.
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    imagea&b=him&me:
    I'm so sorry (hugs). There was this comment my niece told me, and I've held onto it, she said "when you go to heaven, you'll be able to take care of her there". we can't hold them and hug them right now (I really wish we could) but maybe then.

    It's funny, because I just finished writing letters to my babies before I came to Bump, and that's exactly what I said to each of my angels.

    I was taking a hot shower, and thinking (used up all the hot water, whoops!). There will never be a day when I don't miss my babies. There will never be a day when I don't think about them. All I'm asking for is a day where normal parts of life don't make my heart ache. 

    Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    I never held you, but I always loved you.
    Baby Squirt- September 2009
    Baby Turtle- May 2010
    Baby Surprise- August 2011
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