I don't think I ever had that "omg I'm so in love" moment the minute G was born. It was hard and I struggled a lot and there were definitely moments where I didn't think I wanted to be a mom anymore. But every day I just love him more and more. He's becoming such a little person with a big personality. I can't wait to get home everyday and see what new things he's learned.
They do sign language with him at school and this weekend Jeff was in the backyard cleaning it up so G could go outside and play. G was watching him at the door and turned to me and signed "shoes please" b/c he knows he needs to put on his shoes before he goes outside. it was so cute!
I can't wait to get him up in the mornings and see his big smile and get hugs and kisses. He's so awesome!!
Re: Falling in love
Started TTC Nov. 2011
1st clomid cycle June 2012- No response :: HSG August 2012- Left tube blocked, right tube clear :: 2nd clomid cycle Aug. 2012 BFN :: 3rd clomid cycle Sept. 2012 :: BFP Sept 30th :: DS born 6/15/13 :: BFP #2 7/29/14 M/C 8/5/14 :: BFP#3 10/20/14 DD born 7/1/2015 :: Applied to be surrogate April '17 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for IFs Dec. '17 :: Surro Babe born 9/11/18 :: Started 2nd Journey May '19 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for new IFs 9/24/19 :: HB 138 at 6w6d
I think with motherhood you often wake up one day and during the most mundane activity, you realize that little person has turned your world upside down in the best possible way ever!
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Aw, Wen...I know exactly how you feel. And no one ever warns you about those early feelings and that you actually need to work on a bond post baby.
I still feel those "what did I get myself into?!" feelings from time to time but all I have to do to snap out of it is just take a glance at my little monkey. We are so truly blessed to have perfect healthy babies in our lives.
I hear it just gets better...well, until they're teenagers!
This is something I am not looking forward too.