and actually had a nice day. DH and I went to a nature rehabilitation park and visited with the animals, then ate a nice dinner and went and fed the ducks and walked along a pretty river. I look forward to bringing their new little brother to do these things in their memory next year.
It's still weird to think that its already been a year. I'm still sad and think about them everyday and wish that things had worked out differently, but I do feel more at peace now. This has been the hardest year of my life, but I'm still here and in many ways stronger and better because of it.
Thank you all for being such a support for me during this year on the mc/pg loss, ttcal and pgal boards. In many ways these boards have been a lifeline to me during some of my darkest hours. I really appreciate it.
Re: I made it through their birthday
I'm so glad you had a good day.
Happy Birthday to your little sweethearts in heaven.
(((HUGS)))
I am glad that you had a good day with DH
BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10
BFP #3 Finn born 8/11/15
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I'm so glad you guys had a nice day. I think its so wonderful that you did something special that you can take the boys' little brother to do next year. What an important tradition that can be for your family.
Huge hugs to you my dear.
BFP #2- 1/5/10- Baby Jack born at 37w2d, 6lbs 13 oz, 8/24/10
BFP #3- 7/30/11- Baby Boy Due April 3, 2012