Pregnant after a Loss

I made it through their birthday

and actually had a nice day.  DH and I went to a nature rehabilitation park and visited with the animals, then ate a nice dinner and went and fed the ducks and walked along a pretty river.  I look forward to bringing their new little brother to do these things in their memory next year.  

It's still weird to think that its already been a year.  I'm still sad and think about them everyday and wish that things had worked out differently, but I do feel more at peace now.  This has been the hardest year of my life, but I'm still here and in many ways stronger and better because of it.  

Thank you all for being such a support for me during this year on the mc/pg loss, ttcal and pgal boards.  In many ways these boards have been a lifeline to me during some of my darkest hours.  I really appreciate it.  

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