I just returned from a 5 day work trip where I pumped religiously at all of the feeding times with the exception of the 3am and 5:30am. (I so enjoyed the first nights of semi-solid sleep in a long time.)
Over the course of the trip I experienced an expected loss of supply. I have been off work and off pump for a month, but I have pumped before and I know from that experience that I am not able to pump well. Meanwhile, M was fed with bottles on demand (slow flow nipple) and is now used to some pretty immediate gratification.
Well, now that I am home, I am trying very hard to go back to breastfeeding, but M is used to bottles and gets very impatient with my let down. We just spent a very frustrating hour trying to nurse together which ended in her not eating much and eventually just falling asleep fitfully. I even tried pumping until let down but she was much too frustrated even by then to try to nurse for long.
Any ideas/encouragement? Part of me thinks that I should use this opportunity to consider weaning, but the other part of me wants to make our original goal of 9 months. (I will wean mostly before going back to work in August due to the aforementioned pumping issue.)
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