Ok so everytime I call home everyone is too busy including my father since when did he start going to soccer games? Oh wait since he treats his step children better than his bio ones, thats when. He can't even take a few minutes out of his time to talk to me. Im 50 Gazillion miles away he sees him everyday. It's not just him its everyone I barely even get emails anymore its like I have fallen from the face of the Earth. (Hubby is an exeption as we work opposite schedule's) OMG Im socially deprived and Lord knows I love to have a good chat every now and again.(more like at least once a day) I really really really hate deployments!