first off, i just wanted to say thank you so much to all of you wonderful ladies. i was in (happy) tears reading all your responses to Kelly's updates on me. it made me feel so loved to know that so many people care about me--esp when no one IRL knows what's going on. so thank you. for being wonderful women i can always count on.
update on me...still bleeding. though when i went to the bathroom this last time, it was a lighter flow. it still hasn't been heavy bleeding (yesterday was light-med, now we're back to light). i haven't really had cramps at all, though today my back is aching. and there seems to be some clotting. so i just don't know. also, all of my pg symptoms (peeing constantly, sore boobs, m/s) have all disappeared.
i had b/w done yesterday and they said they'd call with results today. haven't heard anything. she said theyd call and tell me when to come in again to do another set of betas to see if they double. right now, i'm just wondering if they'll call and say the numbers are too low.
i just want to know one way or another. poor DH is holding on to hope, but i just feel like in my gut this is over. if there is a baby still alive in there, it's only by pure miracle, b/c my body is doing everything it can to get rid of it. so yeah, if you could still keep me in your t&p's id really appreciate it. it does help so much. love you all!