Since DS has been born I have not been okay. From the outside everything is fine, happy but I am really starting to think that some of the things I am feeling / thinking might be a sign of something else. I have an underactive thyroid and am still trying to get my levels right so that might be a factor as well. I am working with my doctor to get the level right and got the name of a therapist that specializes in PPD.
I guess I am just a litle bit at a loss for what may be happening. It took a while (about 10 weeks) for me really to bond with DS. I love DS terribly but I also feel distant from him and DH. I BF and that is hard but I am really committed to making it to a year. I know this is a jumble but I am simply writing to force myself to admit that maybe something isn't right. Glad that this forum is here.
Re: 9 months PP and not sure