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But I really don't wanna.....

msmoose511msmoose511 member
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So I sit here... with G laying on my chest and the laptop on my knees, in tears.

I go back to work today. I don't want to leave him, this will be the first time I've not been with him since last August when he was conceived... well and when he was circumsized...but seriously, for the past 5 weeks he has been in sight of me at all times.

I feel so very very guilty that I have to leave him and go to work. I hate it. But I have to work or the bills won't get paid and/or G would get the things he needs. 

Living off of 1 paycheck (SO's) since April has hurt us tremendously (gotta love bedrest)....

I just hope tonight goes by fast so I can pick him up and snuggle with him... 

 Crying

 

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Re: But I really don't wanna.....

  • kate1011kate1011

    I'm sorry!!  I hope that your shift goes by fast and you are home to snuggle tonight!

     

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    I'm sorry!!  I hope that your shift goes by fast and you are home to snuggle tonight!

     

    Thanks, me too! I really didn't think I would take it this hard. Before I got pregnant I vowed I would never be a SAHM...and now that I have G... that's the ONLY thing I want to do...but of course, can't. Life sucks sometimes....

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    imagemsmoose511:
    imagekate1011:

    I'm sorry!!  I hope that your shift goes by fast and you are home to snuggle tonight!

     

    Thanks, me too! I really didn't think I would take it this hard. Before I got pregnant I vowed I would never be a SAHM...and now that I have G... that's the ONLY thing I want to do...but of course, can't. Life sucks sometimes....

     I never thought I'd want to be a SAHM either!  I had to go back after 5 weeks and it was horrible the first day.  I felt so bad leaving him (he was sleeping when I left him at the sitter).  I felt like he was going to wake up and not know where he was but then when I picked him up he was perfectly fine!  It takes time, but you will get used to it and LO will not suffer.  It just makes your time at home that much more special!

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